Random Rants of my life

Rants #1 True story..

I notice that every time I give my heart to someone the break it and you wonder why some of us act so heartless like boy you did this to us you made us this way. Well im not heartless YET.  Im tired of giving my all to these fuck boys and i know that its me because I pick ..right... why do boys try to play us like were a video game we not no Xbox take that controller and get the fuck out of her. Let me tell Yall about my recent fuck boy problem. so i dated this boy name jaden and he was fine as hell 6'2 light skin cute smile green eyes god just thinking about him makes me melt again. So i met him on a teen app site i know stupid but i was bored and it was there.  Soo we ended up talking and i grew feeling like hard ive never felt this way before im telling the truth people. So we meet he picked me up from school and i asked my mom if i could go over way before this and gave her his address..so we went to his house and layed together cuddled kissed and went to sleep we did not have sex on the first date im not like that i mean theirs nothing wrong with people that do matter a fact if u really think about it people that have sex on the first date is skiping the hard part if you have sex and the next day he anit answering your calls no more that tells you what he really only wanted if he does call back ahahahaha there you go babyy... why we talking about this can yall tell me why when female have sex why do the hold back why not just go full force yall trying to leave them guessing or something.  Thinking that if you held back and keep him guessing he'll come back for more why not just go full blast and if u do what you do maybe he wont want no one else u feel me lol im talking shit amd i be the main one holding back ladies lol.... Back to the story....

My mom came and got me like 2 hours after we woke up everything started to change we hardly talked on the phone he became distance but at the same time you can tell he didnt want t stop talking to me if that made since. so date was at his house again but we mostly played the game than had sex girls dont look at me that way i know im stupid... i went home after that and everything was as same as always but like a week later he called and you can hear his friends in the back round laughing he was like you miss daddy dick you know talking shit and he kept going i talking about im high we you gone come over a suck daddy dick ps.... i never did that before that shit is creepy to me they dont wipe that thing why would i lick someones piss....smh....so i hung up and sent him a message going off i was a little petty in the message but hmm i dont care. so he was like you know you liked daddy dick that shit had you screaming and this is were i went petty i was like we all got to fake it to we make it right yo little dick ass and than i blocked him .....he messaged me the next day on some bull and sending his friends screen shots of us texting when i was all up in my feeling so tell me was i wrong when i did what did tell me you honest opoinin.... I WILL BE POSTING AGAIN SOON...if i get 50 views LOVE YALL 

Rye-Rye