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Throw back to me and my best friend Cara in hospital sharing pizza ( we wrote "send pizza room 4112") on the window and got free pizza sent to us 😃😅. Not to long after my best friend 2 years younger than me. (Me 7 her 5) died of brain cancer 💔😢. We can't remember the date or month as we got told late that she had passed away all we know was it was June or July of 2007 so over the past several years I've lit a candle or set of a balloon or been sat in the memorial yard of sheffield children's hospital to show I still think of her still love and miss her dearly and to show my respect to her. We went through so much together I got cancer on my kidney at 6 years old and she was already suffering with a burst bowel. We both suffered lung cancer together. I went 5 years all clear she went a couple months all clear. She was at home complaining of headaches. They took her to hospital did scans on her brain to find out she had cancer on her brain. I was just leaving hospital from either treatment or an infection. I don't really remember when her mum was struggling to wake her up. That's the day she died. We didn't know it till about a month/ month and a half later and it broke me. I lost my only best friend. I ran upstairs locked myself in the bathroom and carved my name in the door. We went through so much together. We went to the hospitals school together had treatment together had clinic to see our doctors and to desviar our progress together we went to the park across the road together we got granted a wish we didn't apply for to go to Lapland with celebs and other sick children. That was one of my best memories of her along with this one. I can't explain how much I miss her. I sill cry today and it's been 10 years since her death.

I miss you so much Cara not a day goes by where I don't think about you miss you or love you. You'll always be my best friend. Here or not. R.i.p beautiful girl you got taken way to soon. My theory is you was to beautiful to stay in this cruel world. I wish you was still here for us to be friends and to talk about our past and experiences in hospital. Sleep tight beautiful girl. Missed but never forgotten 💔💔💔💔😢😢😢💕😇