This is dedicated to Hannasdeath for being the first to comment! Thx for it being a positive one
Gracies POV:
It's been two weeks and I haven't seen Sawyer since Joey and I got together. I'm relieved. I mean I haven't been beaten. But there's something going on with Joey. I can feel it. I just push it away thinking its just me. Oh and graduation is in a couple months! I'm so excited! No more of this hell! Right now I'm walking to school with Joey. He looks nervous. I wonder what's wrong."What's wrong?" I asked looking at him. "Um well I'm moving in a couple of days far away" that hurt alot. "Oh" "Yeah and I can't do a long distance realationship" oh no! He cant do this what will happen when he leaves? I love him so much! "Sorry but I think it's for the best" he said walking away. I just stood there crying. Then I heard foot steps behind me. Oh shit! Fuck! What am I going to do! I knew those footsteps anywhere. They were the ones that gave me nightmares that only Joey could take away."Wheres your little girlfriend?" Sawyer asked coming up behind me."W-We b b broke up" I try to say normally but the fear of him and the after math of crying is not helping me. "Why? He thought there was no good yes for a whore?" that hurt alot. I was done with letting men dictate my life. "Go to hell! He's moving thats why! What did u ever do to you to make you want to hurt me?" I aided infuriated. I was beyond pissed. And I don't know if I told you guys but I have a big crush in him when he's not beating my brains out. But now all I know us I'm lonely and I made a move that I dud because of that lonelyness. I hugged him. I embraced his warmth and chest against mine and stood there just crying on his shoulder.
Sawyers POV:
I found out Gracie and Joey were going out. I was pissed. It was then I realized I actually had feelings for her. But today when I was walking and saw her crying I dont know what came out of me. Well actually yes I do. Jealousy. And so I said horrible things to her. Se was hurt and told me to go to hell. That was a shock. I was perilized from this shock. I couldn't believe she told me that. Yes, I deserved it. But what shockednmebthe most is when she hugged mentor dear life. I still stood still as she hugged me hard crying in my chest. She was lonely and I made her life even more a hell. I hugged her back wisperingnher ear."I'm so sorry you never did anything to me but I'm not leaving till I fix what I did" i meant every word. And hopefully be gaining her trust she will fall for me. "No please! I'm sorry I told you to go to hell! Just leave me alone! I don't want to get hurt" she cried trying to get away from my hug. Nope not gonna happen."Nope I told you I will help you I will not leave you or hurt you please forgive me and let me help you!" I begged. Her eyes were sift like she believed me. "Fine" she simply whispered. Instead of going to school we went on a walk we were already late. She kept a little distance from me, not that I blame her. Every time I would move closer to her she would back away. Wow I did traumatize her. But I love her so I will pick up the peices of her and put them back together even I I die doing it.
