"I'm sorry Mr Styles, but she took to many pills, she couldn't make it..." His world spun around as he heard those words. His world, his best friend, his love, a part of him was taken away. He looked at the doctor with eyes full of anger and sadness. "NO! WHY COULDN'T YOU FUCKING SAVE HER!?" He screamed at him making the people terrified. He ponded on your door and screamed out your name, hoping to get an answer from you, hoping to hear your sweet voice. The nurses held him back and made him sit down in one of the chairs. One of the nurses came up to him with a piece of paper in one of her hands. "Mr Styles, she left a letter for you, we found it in her pocket along with others." Harry took the paper from her hand avoiding eye contact, he never looked up as she walked away. Tears fell down his cheeks as he read your letter to him.
Dear Harry, I love you with all my heart, as a friend and more. I hope you meant it when you said it. I know we've had our ups and downs in this friendship but I always waited for you to come around, you always did. I was completely shocked when you told me you loved me in front of more then 30,000 people at the concert. This is the reason why I did it Harry, the hate it was just too much after you said that. I've never really experienced hate before, and now that I see, it really hurts. I had to Harry I'm sorry but, the voices in my head were just to powerful for me, please forgive me, I hope you going to miss me as much as I miss you. I can also thankyou, for being my first ever. You don't know how much that meant to me afterwards. I love you hairless cat, don't forget that nickname okay? Don't forget about me, but I do want you to move on. I want you to meet a beautiful girl, I want you to treat her like you treated me, love her like you loved me, I want her to see the beautiful side of you.
Goodbye Harry, I love you.
His hands shook as he sobbed loudly. He held the paper close to his chest as his whole body shook. He sobbed even louder as the memory of how he fell in love with you replayed in his mind.
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His tears falling down on his arms as he remembered that night. Your tragic death made a big impact on his life, he went a bit sick in his head. He would only see you when he sees a girl, he left your death and imagined you were ther with him, he would cuddle his pillow and picture it was you. The boys once got worried when he told them "I wrote (Y/N) a song do you think she'll like it?" Harry would always keep a big smile on his face as he thought of you. "Yes, it's beautiful Harry." Liam would smile as tears fall down his cheeks. That's when it hit the boys. that they were never getting there old Harry back.
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Sincerely
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