I'm not Alone : Marcus and Martinus

Ball

Mama rubs the tears and talk to me softly. "No honey.you're wrong.. Momma, dad, eMMa, Martinus.. Everyone loves you. You cannot say like that"

"But why I was born like this mama? Emma love Martinus more.. Everytime we're preparing for a show. Papa always comforts Martinus. Papa always support him.When we we're not in a good mood..papa will make Martinus happy first"Then I just look down.

"So you're telling mama that you're jealous ?You know what? I'm proud that you we're the brother." Again the mom rub the tears and touch my cheek gently. "But it doesn't mean we don't love you. Fans are fans. Martinus has his fans.. You have too. But.. If one of you dissappeard.. Are the fans happy? No.. Because when you together.. You're perfect no matter what. People who said bad things the one who doesn't realise.. Your existence makes both of you perfect for each other. Mama understands you,. But momma also know. You're a strong brother. You're tough. You can take care of those feelings by yourself because you are Marcus.You're not like Martinus, you're not like Emma. You are Marcus and be yourself.. Cause that's why fans love you."

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It's 10:24 a.m. in the morning and we already woke up.

Mama was making breakfast while me and Marcus waiting for it.As usual, Marcus is on his phone. He's annoying a little bit but it's the only thing that will not make him sleepy.Emma were singing food songs. It could tell that she is hungry. I sit next to papa.

Marcus sat in front of me and next to mama while Emma at the center.

"As you know, today your Oslo performance will be held at evening so you still have time. You want to play football?" said papa. I was happy.

"Oh oh.. I want to. Wait a minute, is that the thing that were very surprised about? " I said

"Hoho. Of course it's not. Soon ok?  But i'm sorry you only can play it at the backyard.. Is it ok?"said papa.

"Ok!! Yes! "

" Marcus? Do you want to join? Are you okay? Are you sick? Your face telling me that you're not" papa worried about Marcus

Yeah cuz I feel the same. I'm just afraid to say anything.

"No no.. I'm okay.. I will join you later. " said Marcus.

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A few moments later..

I went out to the backyard and doing some skills with the ball.

Emma apparently is taking a bath.Mama already gone for work.

Marcus pov //

I was wearing the socks. Then, I went to the rack to take my sport shoes.

The rack is near the window. Then, I heard papa's voice and Martinus too. Having fun playing football.

"Huhh Marcus.. Do not be like yesterday.. Be happy okay.. You're like crazy yesterday. It's good that mama was there" I said to myself and try to comfort the crazy things inside of me.

I went out to the backyard. Papa and Martinus are playing penalty.

Suddenly,

Martinus kick the ball hard.. So the ball went far away to the street.

Martinus want to go take it back

"It's ok. Let me take it. " I went to the direction where the balls went.

"Thanks, man! " shout Martinus.

A few minutes later,

Papa went to the stairs at the backyard to drink some water that he perpaired earlier.

When he hold the glass cup. It fells off. "Prakkk!! " it is broke papa we're shock. Martinus too.

Papa feel uncomfortable. He feels wrong.

"Martinus, go check on Marcus.. What tooks him so long.. I'm gonna clean this up"

Martinus also feels the same. So, he rush to see what tooks Marcus so long to take the ball.

Marcus pov
Ohh the ball's there.Marcus went to get the ball. He glad that he took it. When he turn back to the house, he saw a family picnic. He staring at it.