In love with my Step brother (J.S. Fanfiction)

Broken Heart

Allyson's POV
I run home and straight to my bathroom. I am still sobbing my heart out and looking ridiculous. I lock the door behind me and open the mirror cabinet thing (A/N: I have no idea what the heck those things are called😂) and look for my old blade. I haven't used this in a long time. I promised so many people I wouldn't do it ever again though. I couldn't break a promise this soon. No! It's for the best, no one wants me here. I take the the cold blade and run it's crossed my wrist. I could see the blood dripping from my wrist onto the counter. I cut 5 more deep and long cuts. By now there is a puddle of blood on the counter and on the floor. I hear the door open and close downstairs. I hear muffled voices of a man and a women. Jacob's Mom and my Dad are home. Shit. I quickly grab the bottle of sleeping pills and shove them down my throat. I slowly start to see darkness, until there's nothing at all. Before I'm completely gone I hear the door burst open and my  name being called. I then hear sobbing by the three people I love the most, Jacob's mom, My Dad, and Jacob himself. It then goes completely black. I wake up in a very bright white room. I then see someone walking towards me. It looks to be a woman. As she walks closer I start to realize who it is. I break down in tears and run towards her. "Mom!" I scream sobbing. I run up to her and wrap my arms around her waist and she raps her arms around my neck. "Oh my god mom, I missed you so much." I said sobbing into her shoulder. "I missed you too, sweetheart." She said softly. "Where am I mum?" I ask. "You're in heaven sweetheart." She answered back softly. I couldn't believe it. "But sweetheart, I have a choice for you to make." She added on. "What is that mama?" I ask her wiping away my tears. "You are to young to die, so, the angels are giving you a change to come back to life again. Your choices are to stay here with me or go back with everyone else." She told me. "Stay here with you, duh!" I said hugging her tighter. She starts to lightly pet my head. "But sweetheart, there are consequences." She said. "And what are those mama?" I ask her quietly. "If you stay here, everyone would be sad. Mostly the ones you love. Your best friend, Brynn, would blame herself and go into great depression and end up killing herself, Jacob, would as well blame himself, drop out of school, and get into drugs and things like that. Patty (Jacobs mom) and your dad, would blame themselves and get into a huge argument and break up. Patty would find another lover but he's abusive and will kill her if she leaves him, and your dad would become homeless and get into drinking. He would spend all of his nights in a bar drinking. But Ally honey, if you leave everything would be the same, accept for things would start to get better, everything. I promise." I thought for awhile. Then I finally had my choice. "Mama, I have my choice..."

A/N: Muahahahahaha! I left you guys on a cliff hanger! Anyways heres an update for ya. I hope you like it. For now on I will post every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. Oh and thank you guys so much for 1k reads! I didn't even think anyone would read this book. I love you all so much. Byeeeee.💜