First Love.

Chapter.1

Niala.
Sitting here thinking..'Am I really going to do this?' my friend Michelle is hooking me up with her very close friend, her name is Miala. How ironic right?  But, it's just new too me, you know? And plus, we're hours away so it's not like we're going to see each other, right? Anyways, Chelle had gave me her number and I started texting her.

To Miala;😚
Hey, I'm Niala.

I tapped my foot against my hardwood floors..Kinda anxious for her to reply.

From Miala;😚
Hi. I'm Miala.

I'm deciding if I should reply right away or...Make her wait but the rush in my body makes me reply hella hard.

To Miala;😚
Hey Miala, Michelle gave me your number btw but how are you?

I set my phone down, trying not to be sitting here waiting for This stranger to text me back. I started to walk downstairs until my phone dinged indicating that I had a message. I sighed and jogged towards my bed, picking up my phone.

From Miala;😚
I'm aware, I'm not dumb and I'm good.

I stared down at her response, giving her a stank face as if she can see it. This nigga rude already. I decided not text back and carry on with my day. Jogging downstairs I walk into my bathroom, putting my hair into a high ponytail watching it fall to my back, grabbing my edge control, I slick my edges and I fixed my tank top along with my jogging pants and slipped on my slides , walking outside to instantly be greeted my neighbor Jordan.

"hey bae" I rolled my eyes and laughed at him

"Jordan, I am not your bae. Leave me be omg"

Hearing him laugh, I knew he was going to come sit next to me know the porch.

"Baby stop denying me, damn. Give a nigga a chance" I bussed out laughing and slightly pushed him causing him to be dramatic and fall off the porch causing me to laugh even harder.

"getcho' dumb ass up Jordan, you getting on my damn nerves nigga"

Not paying attention to him anymore, something in the back of my head told me to text Miala back..I don't know why but I did.

To Miala;😚
Well..Hm. that's good I suppose.

I just decided to ignore her in general now. She's too rude for me. I went back to entertaining Jordan dumb ass and his attempt to get with me. I was never really the relationship type. I've been played twice..By a boy and a girl. And I was in a relationship with the boy in which he cheated on me with my friend and the girl..I wasn't even dating the bitch and she knew I liked her..She expressed her feelings for me during a school break and we were otp and all and once school hit..She had me looking dumb in front of alot of people. So after that...I always said fuck relationships and people feelings. Dealing with what I dealt with growing up always played a part in reasons why not to do relationships as well, Which is why I'm very insecure. Knocking me out my thoughts Jordan tapped my arm why giving me his infamous smirk

"You day dreaming about me baby? " I started laughing again shaking my head

"Jordan you're an idiot. Fuck off my porch"

Once I said that, we both got up off my porch , he went next door and I walked in the house, not greeting my mother nor my siblings. I simply went upstairs into my room and plopped on my bed, staring up at the ceiling thinking about everything from my past up until now..And it's like..Am I really ready for some kind of "long distance" type of thing? Is there even a chance of this happening? What if it gets hella serious and I fall deep in love with this girl..I don't even know what the fuck she looks like.. placing my hand on my forehead, I let out a low sigh and roll over onto my stomach and lay my head against my arms and I soon close my eyes, falling asleep.