Feelings unlocked

He is beautiful. He doesn't know it but he is. I don't show it because feelings, especially for another man, would be illogical.

His seaweed green eyes always seem to melt me when I look at him. I'm always looking at him. I study every move he makes. I try to process his emotions. He seems to trust me but I don't think he returns my emotions for him. I don't know if he returns my feelings.

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I am on the bridge at my panel.

"Mr. Spock?" Captain asks.

"All clear, Captain."

He looks at me and once again I melt. I don't show it though. I grit my teeth as he turns away. I really need to get a hold on myself. This is completely illogical!!! I am abandoning my Vulcan ways. He is human. I try to get myself to listen to this but it doesn't help. I am desperately in love with him.

I give my head a slight shake and look in to the debris scanner.

"Sir,debris"

"What?!?!"

He is suddenly next to me. Our arms are touching. It might've been my imagination, but I could've sworn I heard him take in a sharp breath. A smile threatens to cross my face. I move toward him just a fraction. Now our arms are pressed together. I look at him and he smiles up at me, and, not caring how illogical it may be, I smile back at him.

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(A/N) if I get 15 reads I will write more! I Vulcan salute you;)