Yesterday i was feelin pretty good. Yea im Emo but go to church. Dont judge me. Anyway me nd Shanti only made lik 1 friend since we started goin to Pivot. Evrybody we were friends with stopped comin. Oh yea the 1 friend, her name is Saphire (i think thats how you spell her name).
So we saw Saphire before we went into Pivot nd so we all walked in together. Nd since she's in the choir, she knos more ppl. So 1 of her guy friends, who tlked to us for a minute last week, came up to us. He calls me nd Shanti Twin 1 nd Twin 2 lik the Things off of The Cat in the Hat. So we all just started tlkin. Nd so ig (i guess) we became kool. If i havent mentioned it, I LOVE GUITARS.!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He had an Acoustic nd i wanted to see it. So i held out my arms in my brain, i said "Lemme see your guitar." but i didnt. So he held out his arms because he thought i wanted a hug. Nd me bein the kind person i am, i gave him a hug. I neva noticed how light they are.!!!!!!! "They're so light.!!!!!!!!!!" i said then he said "But they make a big sound." They do tbh.
Then Anna (pronounced lik Anna from Frozen) came up to me nd Shanti nd started askin us if we wanted to be in the choir. Im lik OF COURSE.!!!!!! Ive always wanted to be in the choir since forever. So we gave her our name, house #, nd e-mail. While i was puttin in my info...Wait ok before service, the choir nd band practice. Nd the guy was playin the same song tht they were singing. So while i was puttin in my info, came ova to where we were at nd started playin. Now im addicted to music, especially music by a guiatr. So now im lik stairn at the guitar nd tryin not to look into his eyes. It sounded to sexy.
But then service started. We're doin this series called Hollywood. Its tlkin bout wht famous ppl do what they do. This week was called Fiction. Which is tlkin about changin yourself, bein someone else, just for fame. The Bible verse is Luke 9:25-And what do you benefit if you gain the whole world but are yourself lost or destroyed? So then we prayed. Rite afta i asked Anna if i become apart of the choir if she can teach me to play my guitar. Yes i have a guitar. Fender Stratocaster 1954 Black and White model. Ive had it for 2 years. I need it tuned. But anyway she said "Yes.!!!!!" Tbh they have guiar players, but they dont play idk y.
But since April 4, ive had straight good luck. Nd im lik finally.!!!!!!! Thank GOD.!!!!!!!!!
X.XXI.XIII-Gabriella-X.XXI.XIII