This is goin to be the longest, annoyingest, and bloodiest summer ive ever had.
Longest because, everythings movin in slow motion. I swear im days behind when it comes to certain things. I dont remember goin to church or anythin important. It feels lik months since ive been in skool. It dont help tht im doin the same thing everyday. I try not to let it show tht im bored but everybody can already tell. My dad is startin to treat me lik a baby. I hate tht. But i know he thinks he's goin to lose me. Only cause he almost lost me lik 5 times. Its complicated between me nd my parents. Especially my dad....
Annoyingest cause my older sister is here. Nothings wrong with tht except the fact tht, she's bossy, lazy, 99.9% selfish, and very forcing. Nd Shanti is just lik her. Except worse cause she's mean nd bipolar nd acts older than me. Tht shit irritates the fuck outta me. Dad for sum reason always mad. Im just lik wtf.?
Bloodiest cause imma find myself cuttin a lot. Ive been cuttin since last Friday. Everything is makin me do it. It dont help tht in a matter of a week, my brother nd mom has been in surgery. Then im goin to a neurologist some time soon. Ugh...
Why is life so ugh.?.....
~Gabriella~
