Poems for Mangled Hearts

This is my Pain

My heart beats slowly, losing it's strong steady rhythm.

My eyes flutter closed, I breath my last breath.

I tried fighting the pain you put me threw,

But I guess I wasn't strong enough.

You would always push me,

Shove me,

And tell me I was a waste of space.

I took your words to heart,

And I started to lose myself.

I popped the pills,

Slit my wrists,

I even tried drowning my sorrows with a bottle of whiskey every night!

I did stuff that made me hate myself,

Wanna kill myself,

I was so ashamed of myself!

I looked back on my mistakes before I pulled the trigger,

How stupid I used to be!

But it's all over now...

Killing myself was probably the best thing I ever did!

I'm burning in Hell now...

Sorry I let everyone down...