It Only Gets Deeper from Here/ I Did It to Feel Something

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It Only Gets Deeper from Here (Chapter 24)

Every single day

                                                    I feel

So low.

I'm afraid I won't

Dig myself out of

                                                   This hole

I created.

You created a hole

                                                   Inside

Of my heart.

I'm conflicted

Between caring

And forgetting.

                                                     Of

Everyone I could

Confide in,

You were

The only one

That truly heard

                                                    Me aching

With emotions.

Now,

I have no one.


I Did It to Feel Something 

I got arrested today.

I'm imagining the look that'd be on your face.

That beautiful yet disappointed expression.


They asked me why I did it.

I'm only hearing the argument we would've had.

So, here's to you, my  heart's confession.


I wasn't always the greatest boyfriend.

But I will always love you to no end.

And now, for it, I do the time.


I'm locked in a cell.

And I'm waiting for my parents' bail.

Until now, loving you was my only crime.

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