It was last period and I was waiting for Stokeley outside so we could go to his house. "Jahseh" I heard him say. I turn around and he dabbed me up. "Ight lets go" he said.
We arrived in his bedroom and he sat at his computer desk and I sat nervously on his bed. I'm usually not like this. I'm way more energetic, and hyped but I can't be myself I don't know why. "Did you work on anything this weekend" he asked. But I just stared at his face. I just noticed how attractive he is. "Jahseh?" He asked. "Oh yea I brought my um notebook and uh you uh well there's something we could use in there I'm sure" I said. "Why you so nervous? Chill bro I don't bite" he laughed. I laughed nervously.
We actually worked a lot and I got less nervous and controlled myself. "So wanna chill at the park?" He asked. "Sure" I said.
"Why you feel so depressed" he asked me straight up. "You go through shit man, it fucks you up, people betrayed me, even my mama don't like me, she kicked me out" I said. "I feel you, my parents kicked me out to, now I'm a young nigga tryna make it big you know" he said. "Yeah I guess that what turned me into the person I am today, and not having control on my anger" I said. We had a real convo. He understood me and I'm starting to like him more.
When I got home Stokeley was all I was thinking about. No girl has ever got me feeling this way. I'm so confused am I Gay? Am I Bi? I figured I don't like to identify myself, and I'll love who I want to love. I decided to write a song about it and finished it that night. Why not share it with my fans? So I posted it on my SoundCloud.
