I woke up with the light of the sun hitting my face. I grab my phone out of my pocket and saw Stokeley called a couple of times. It was 5am. Damn why am I up so early? I was kinda nervous and I didn't wanna go see Stokeley now, not yet. I feel so embarrassed. He probably knows I might have feelings for him, he probably wouldn't want to make music with me anymore. I shut down my phone and started walking to my house. I just put my earbuds in and walked.
I went straight to my room and worked on some music, I worked I worked and it was already 2pm. I didn't realize I was working all morning. I been working on this EP and I think I'm ready to drop it soon. It's every song I wrote since I met Stokeley. All the weird shit I'm feeling, getting to know myself a lot more and all. I decided to check my phone. I opened the snapchat app and checked a few stories. "Jah the anti social emo-trap freak tried beating up Stokeley's brother!" "Jah is gay for Stokeley lmaoo" "the freak is gay for Stokeley?" I quickly turned my phone off. I mean I'm tired of this, I'm tired of people coming at me! I'm tired of my anger getting the best of me! I just layed in bed and cried, I just cried.
Suddenly I heard a knock at my window, I thought it was a bird but then I heard the knock again... I turned around to see it was Stokeley. I was shook. I don't even know how to react. I don't even know how to feel. Am I embarrassed? Am I happy? Am I angry? I just didn't know if I needed him right now or not. I finally decided I'll open the window. I just opened it and let him in. I quickly sat on my bed and we didn't say a word. I felt his hand on my thigh. It was going higher, and higher. I had butterflies, my mind was going crazy. I wanted to stop him but I just couldn't. I love this feeling. With his other face he grabbed my chin, and turned my face towards his. He just looked at me then kissed me. He kissed me. And I was speechless. I couldn't even kiss back. "I wanted to talk to you, and I'm not good at talking you know that, so I figured I'd show you" he said. I was still confused. And quickly my anger came back. I didn't know how to control it. "Get out" I said. "Nigga what?" Stokeley said. "Get the fuck out of my house nigga!" I said. "This is all a plan huh? You wanna embarrass me? You and all your friends?" I started yelling. "I'll be back" he said. "I'll be back".
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SORRY FOR MAKING THE CHAPTERS SO SHORT. and I know that Stokeley don't have no brother called Alec, I just made up that character for the story. And also, what would y'all wanna see in this story?
