Which One? (A Justin Bieber Fanfic)

Part 13- When are you going to get over it?

Justin's P.O.V

It's been weeks of breaking down and crying. Sometimes I even cry myself to sleep. I try to move on trust me just yesterday I went on a date with this girl I met at the park but during the date all I could think about was Abby and Jazmin. I thought about them being on that other side of the table eating. I ended up crying and the girl thought I was crazy and ended up leaving me alone.

So I've been writing music that I think is wayyy to private to share but I want my beliebers to know how I am feeling. I want them to know why I have been depressed and down lately so Scooter and I decided to make a new album called Journals. It's all about Abby and Jazmin and how my heart is broken in two. So today I am going to the studio to record 'Heartbreaker' the first song.

I drove to the studio and walked in to be greeted by a blonde woman.

"Hello there Mr.Bieber do you have an appointment?" The lady said pushing up her pointed glasses.

"Uumm I think it's pretty clear that I have to record a song so just give me the keys to my booth and I will be on my way." I said with attitude.

"Hmm don't have to be so rude now Mr.Bieber I'm only doing my job. Now here are the keys to the booth." The lady handed me my keys and muttered something under her breath.

Being irritated I just rolled my eyes and walked off snatching the key from her hand. I quickly walked to my recording booth and unlocked it to see Scooter already there.

"What took you so long?" Scooter said.

"The lady at the desk was being a bitch." I snapped.

Scooter gave me a dirty look and shook his head "Be polite Bieber and get in there and sing!"

"Ok ok!" I said entering the booth putting my headphones on. Then the music started playing and I started singing.

"Girl you don't know how I feel (how I really feel). Since you been away, oh baby, any chance you could take my call if I got you today. You say that you don't wanna talk but it's cool I've been thinking about you all day long hoping you pick up your phone. And I know that I don't wanna lose your love, oh baby , oh baby, oh baby.

Oh girl I got a secret place that we can go cause I really want to be alone and baby nobody else gotta know just meet me later on the low.

Don't tell me you're my heartbreaker cause girl my heart is breaking. Don't tell me you're my heartbreaker cause girl my heart is breaking.

Girl you see me standing here (standing here) standing in the rain (oh baby) any chance you could stay right here and never go away.

You say you don't wanna talk but it's cool I've been thinking about you all day long hoping you pick up your phone. And I know I don't wanna lose your love oh baby, oh baby, oh baby.

Oh girl I gotta secret place that we can go (secret place that we can go) cause I really want to be alone (really wanna be alone) and baby no body else gotta know (nobody else) just meet me later on the low (would you meet me on the low ,girl).

Don't tell me you're my heartbreaker cause girl my heart is breaking don't tell me your my heartbreaker cause now my heart is breaking." Now the music faded and I was talking "So what I'm really trying to say is and what I hope you understand is despite of all the imperfections of who I am I still wanna be your man, I know it hasn't been easy for us to talk with everyone being around but, this is personal, this is for me and you and I want you to know that I still love you. And I know seasons may change but sometimes love goes from sunshine to rain and I'm under this umbrella calling your name and you know I don't wanna lose that I still believe." The music started up again and I sang with a couple of tears rolling down my eyes "I still believe in love I still believe in us I hope you believe in us the way I believe in us. You don't see, cause what you don't see is when we don't speak I really don't sleep I wanna talk to ya. And if I had the world in my hands I'd give it all to ya. I wanna if you feeling the way that I'm feeling, I wanna know if you feeling the way that I, the way that I. You told me to be careful with your heart, with your heart, you told me to be careful with your heart, with your heart, with your heart." With that music faded and I wiped tears from my eyes, my mind was filled with Abby and Jazmin. Stepping out of the booth I looked at Scooter and sat on the small couch.