To Love A Hater

Touch Me Darling

*After the game ends 💓*

"You know I still hate the fact that you use magic."

Fenris huffed suddenly angry as he sat across from me.

He was avoiding any eye contact fiddling with his spoon, stabbing the pot roast I worked so hard making. 

This is about the thousandth time he has told me that.

"This is who I am Fenris and if you don't like it then I guess you can just leave me!"

Slamming my fork down I stood up and ran upstairs to my bedroom feeling my eyes sting.

I know I've said too much, but I'm not to blame for everything bad that has happened to him in the past.

Gosh darn it! I'm everything wonderful that has happened to him and if he can't see that then maybe he fell in love with the wrong girl.

Quickly locking the door I ran into my closet to cry quietly like I've always done whenever I feel like crying. I didn't notice that my bedroom door quietly swung open as Fenris entered my room.

"Thanks Sandal."

"Enchantment?"

"No not today. You know what, can you ask everyone to leave me and my darling for the day?"

"Darling! Darling!"

Oh no!

Instantly I muffled my sobs and hid behind my clothing and armor feeling my heart thundering inside my chest. This is the first time ever I heard him call me darling.

I peeked out the the slight opening seeing his shadow standing still and I knew he knew exactly where I was.

It was quiet for a few moments.

Then he edged closer to the closet and whispered, "Darling please come out."

I said nothing.

Then in a low growl he muttered, "If you won't I'll have to kiss you inside this closet."

Before I could react the closet door slammed open and I was quite shocked to see Fenris tower over me with a deadly look in his eyes. Usually I always looked down on him but the sudden switch made my heart skip a beat.

The eyes of a killer and lover.

With no escape route he already braced his lean and muscular tattooed arms barring me inside. His white hair fell covering half of his face while his eyes traveled my tear stained face.

He grit his jaw and in a flash of pain he carefully swiped the streams of tears from my cheeks.

I know it hurts him whenever he touches me, but in that moment I loved the feeling of his soft yet sinewy hands caress me.

"I'm-."

"A jerk?"

Chuckling at my intervention he nodded slightly looking at me with fiercely gentle eyes.

"You know I had to endure the pain to be with you."

"I know."

"I also hate the fact that your a mage, but..."

"But what?"

"Even though I hate mages I can never hate you. Hating you would be the death of me darling, and... I'd rather die loving you to death."

"No problem." I replied with a playful wink.

With a smirk across his face he immediately planted his soft lips on mine.

The tension inside me suddenly dissolves as he deepens the kiss. With his elf-like tongue he attacked my mouth making me shiver in delight.

My body went slack as I leaned into his thin build wanting to kiss some more. He grunted at the sudden contact of our bodies making his kisses seem more sloppier.

My hands traveled up his chest and touching around his markings making sure I didn't accidentally touch the actual tattoos. Suddenly he pushed me away his face flushed a deep red and his breathing labored.

"Please."

"Please?"

Closing his eyes he grabbed my hands placing them on his markings, his face twisting with pain and then instant bliss. I could feel his entire body tremble underneath my touch and his breathing turn into panting.

"Please touch me. Touch me darling."

I could feel my face heat up and my heart tighten at the unexpected show of Fenris begging me to touch him.

Leaning further in I whispered softly making sure I grazed my lips on the tips of his sensitive ears, "Only if you'll touch me back darling."

Fenris growled in response suddenly carrying me out of the closet. Heaving me unto his shoulders he then slammed me unto the bed throwing away the knives be stashed inside his pockets.

"Just making sure I literally don't love you to death."

I giggled at his little joke when he removed his armor that covered his chest. I chocked down a gasp of approval at his thin yet muscular body. No matter how many times I see him he was still as beautiful ever.

And sexy.

"Like what you see?"

"Always darling. Always."

Fenris smirked at my response lowering his head to rest on mine.

"I have never imagined loving someone I used to hate so much."

"We'll get used to it!"

I replied in a huff my eyes traveling down to his lips.

"Well we have your humble home all to ourselves."

"What are you proposing Fenris?"

My eyes snapped back to see his greenish eyes stare deeply into mine. "Well... I was wondering if I could ravish you all night darling."

My heart dropped down a few degrees unaware that I let out a slight whimper of delight.

He smirked again.

Oh God how I hate his smirks.

"I guess that's a yes?"

"Well it sure ain't no darling."

Lifting my chin up I pressed my lips against his, my body ready for his.

And all that night I'm pretty sure everyone knew what was going on in the Hawkes estate.