The Last • m.yg

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'Sorry I couldn't leave notes for the past few days :(

Stay safe! I hope you enjoy your day'

You woke up a few days after.
You didn't know that I visited.

I stared at the note for what seemed like hours; probably smiling like an idiot by the way the other guys were looking at me.

"Hyung are you okay?"

"I missed this"
I say, answering Namjoon's question, though my eyes remain on the note.

The other guys, including Namjoon, stare at me in shock.

"Wow... something's wrong with hyung!"

"THE WORLD'S GONNA END"

"Since when did he open up about stuff like th-"

"-Hey! Stop it!" Jin screams.

"Yeah, give hyung a break! He's been through... a lot" Namjoon adds.

I continue to stare at the note, ignoring what the guys said.

My mind drifted to other things.

Well, to you.
We still haven't talked about us.
Well, I still haven't talked to you about it.

I like you.
You like me.
So what the fuck does that make us!?
Do you still like me?!
I mean, you still leave notes.

Maybe, you just got to used to doing it but the feeling's not there.

Why the fuck am I thinking about that when you just got out of the hospital.
Why do I make things so complicated in my head
Why-

Maybe I should just give you a note tomorrow to end all of this bullshit and put my mind at ease.