The Last • m.yg

14

I sighed.
Why am I such a shitty boyfriend?

I've been ignoring you all week.
You kept sending me texts and giving notes.
Saying sorry and asking what was wrong.

Why are you apologizing when you don't know what you did?
Why are you apologizing when it's my fault?
Why are you so nice?
Why do you still want me despite me being like this?

I feel bad now. 
It's not your fault that you and Namjoon are both smart shits who serve the school.

I sighed again.
I decided to suck it up.
I decided to tell you what was wrong.
I decided to tell you that I'm jeal- a little bothered by the fact that you and Namjoon are so close.

I decided to talk to you again.
I decided to apologize.

I couldn't though.
My pride got the best of me and I told you to walk home alone again today.

You've been walking home alone for the past week. And it's killing me but so is my pride.

I watched you walk out of the campus wiping your eyes.

"Are you serious hyung?"

I turn around and see Namjoon.

"Hyung, that was a dick move"

"I don't wanna talk abou-"

"So what? Your pride is more important than her safety?"

I remain silent.

"Honestly hyung, I expected more from you. And no, I don't like her that way so stop being a jealous prick"

I see Namjoon jog out of the campus. He caught up to you.

He walked you home.
You were crying.

I sigh.
'Get it together Yoongi'
I say to myself.