*izzy*
I was just laying in my bed, obviously in a lot of pain, then belle ran over to me and tried to get in the bed. I had to help her up, I just wanted to cry but I didn't.
"LUNA, COME HERE!" I yelled then Luna came running in shortly after.
"Yes ma'am." She said while rocking back and forth.
"Lets go somewhere!" I said while getting up but then wincing in pain, "no no I'm ok, be ready in 30." She then walked out.
I still have no idea what I was going to wear so I looked for an outfit. I grabbed this white crop top with my ripped blue jeans, I redid my makeup then walked out. It took me about 20 minutes to do all of that, I grabbed my money and phone then waited for Luna.
"Leggo." She said while walking out of her room.
I stood up and we left. Luna has a car but I don't so, yeah! We still didn't know where we were going to go.
"Wait." I said to Luna then she pulled over, "can we go to the T10 house?" I asked her.
"Yeah sure! Anthony is pretty cute so." Luna said shrugging a little and I laughed.
We got to the T10 house and I was to scared to go in so I was outside with the fans for a little.
"Oh hey." Chance said walking outside then I went through the gates and hugged him.
"Hey, so I um." I didn't really know what to say.
"Yeah go in, he's in his room." Chance said laughing then walking to his uber.
I walked inside and took a deep breath in. I walked upstairs into Jakes room and I opened the door, he was in there with no shirt. I kinda just stared, I mean who wouldn't.
"You like what you see?" Jake said snapping me out of my stare.
"Yes actually." I said with a little giggle.
"You have a cute giggle." He said taking a step towards me.
"You have a nice body." I said taking one towards him too.
"You have a nice everything." He said taking the last step so our bodies were touching.
He started to lean in, and so did I. Our lips finally touched, it got heated fast. He picked me up and I wrapped my legs around him. He brought me to his bed and lighting set me down with out breaking the kiss. We kept going until I took my shirt off. Then I was just wearing underwear and a bra and he only had on underwear. We pulled away and he started kissing my neck. Someone knocked on the door.
"Jake?!"
It was Erika. Our eyes went wide then we started changing.
"One second." Jake yelled to her.
I ran into the bathroom. Erika walked into Jakes room, my heart started pounding.
"There's a girl in here isn't there." Erika said and started walking around the room.
I heard her coming towards the bathroom, so I jumped out of the window into the pool. I then quickly got out of the pool and looked for Luna. I found Luna and Anthony in the bathroom having a heated makeup session, I just winked at them then closed the door. I laughed then turned around and saw Erika. She had a mad face but tears going down her cheeks. Then then punched me. I didn't fight back I just stood up.
"You know what I'm down with people hurting me, i maybe small and an easy target Erika. But we all know Jake doesn't like you, but he acts like he doesn't to make you satisfied. And look it worked, are you satisfied because you got what you want. Just left me be. I realize I'm kind of ruining your life because I've been making out with your crush but it's time to stop ok?!" I yelled at her, but she just turned around and stormed off. Luna and Anthony walked out of the bathroom, I was standing near the door and Jake was standing at the staircase. We were just staring at each other. The stare wouldn't end. Until Luna got in the middle. She grabbed my hand.
"Come on let's go get some food." She said while pulling me out the door but I still kept eye contact with him.
The eye contact ended when she closed the front door. I had hickeys on my neck, only a few though. I was scared to walked my the fans but I couldn't think, all I could think about was Jake. We got into the car and drove to Starbucks, the whole time in silence.
"How was your experience?" She said with a snake smirk.
"If my lovers assistant slaps me because I made out with her crush is good, then amazing." I said looking at her, "but tell me what happened." I said while playfully rolling my eyes.
"So when you were outside with the fans blah blah blah." She just kept rambling until we got to Starbucks. I got a venti very berry hibiscus refresher and I don't remember what Luna got.
After that we went to the store to get candy and ice cream. When we were there I saw the choch himself, Logan, but he was with another girl. They looked so happy. A rush of jealousy went through me. But I kept staring, but then he noticed we just stared at each other.
"Not this again." I heard Luna groan behind me.
The girl looked, it was Chloe. She started walking towards me, I quickly pushed our cart away to the ice cream isle. Luna finally caught up to me.
"That was Chloe, the famous Chloe that acts, is funny, nice, talented, and beautiful. I can't compete with that." I said while sitting in the floor in the middle of the isle.
I heard someone clear their throat behind me and I turned around and saw Chloe, isn't that just magnificent.
"Hi I never got to fully introduce myself, I'm Chloe Bennet I act in agents of shield," she rambled on and I didn't even notice I was mocking her, "well I saw you staring at my boyfriend." That sentence shattered my heart to a million pieces.
"B-boyfriend." I said with my voice quaking.
(QUAKE ME CHLOE)
"Yes, so if you could like not do that that would be great thanks!" She said with a petty ass smile.
"bitch." I said under my breath.
"Excuse me." She said staring at me.
"Oh nothing." I said with a big fake smile.
"That's what I thought." She said then turned around and walked out of the isle and I just sighed.
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after shopping
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When we got home I jumped into my bed and just started crying. I locked the door behind me because I wanted to be alone.
"Izzy."
"Go away Luna!" I said while sobbing.
"Um it's actually Logan." He said from the other side of the door.
"Now I wish it was Luna." I said crying even harder.
"I'm coming in." Logan said.
"No you're not, I locked the-" I was interrupted but logan walking in, "door."
He sat down next to me, he was sitting down next to me.
"What happened to you- are those hickeys." He asked with a small scratch in his voice when he said hickey.
"Yeah." I said starting to cry.
"Are they from-" he said staring at me.
"Yes." I said and started balling my eyes out, "I'm such a slut." I said not stopping crying.
"I-uh." Logan stuttered not knowing what to say.
"You can admit it, I don't care." I said then paused, "So you and Chloe uh." I said trying to hold back my tears.
"What n-" logan was interrupted by someone barging in.
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Long chapter but the next chapter is literally 2x the length of this so
