Lost spirit

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They carry my body away and my family goes home, i go with them, they don't see me, they don't feel my existance, my mom was crying, she was the closest person to me now she doesn't know that i'm sitting right next to her...

we all go into the house, mom crying, dad not saying a word, and then they sit on the couch and I sit on the chair in front of them

for a second I thought of screaming, maybe I still have a voice, so with all the power left in me I yell, but all I heard was the sound of the wind outside my house

"come on look on the bright side, the house will be much quieter now, and we won't see this ignorant girl he was in love with again" dad says shocking me

"what are you saying William! are you actually happy he's dead?" mom asks yelling

" not happy of course but you know I always try to look on the bright side" he replies

"there's no bright side of our only son dying, I agreed with you that his girlfriend is ignorant, but it seems there's a way more ignorant person here, you!" she said and got up going to her room

I knew that this experience will tell me who are the true ones who really loved me and who are the ones who waited for this day, I knew I will be shocked in some people but I never thought it would be my father

I decided to go to Izzabel's house, yes, that's the "ignorant" girl my parents hated for... loving me?

I was gonna push the door knob down as a force of habit but I found myself getting through the wall like ghosts in movies, yay....

I walked in the street looking at this world everyone thinks I'm not in anymore, and then I reached her house, I of course knocked the door before realizing again and going through the wall, yeah I will be making that mistake a lot

I go into her room hoping I didn't come in at an... awkward moment, I found her talking on the phone

"what do you mean he's dead! he was literally okay yesterday, what happened!!" she said and I knew she was probably talking to mom

"I wish I knew what happened too" I said laughing sarcastically

"well I'm so sorry for your loss and mine too, please stay strong, I'm sure he's in a better place" she says and hangs up

"a better place.. I mean yeah I'm in your room"

she then dials another number and talks

"hey you'll never believe it"

"he's dead"

"yes forreal"

"today"

"no not right away are you crazy?.. give it some time!"

"k, byee"