Cruel Life

part 1

Way back before: Elementary days

It was believe that during your elementary is the most important time, to be guide and feel the presence of your parents or just your siblings, but on my part it’s another different story, I was being transferred here in Cebu, when I’m in grade 2, I can still remember what was just happen that time, our family experience an extra ordinary event (hindi super natural ha), one of our relatives offered us a business which my father well be the negotiate with the supplier, and after dealing he will deliver it to our relative who offer that business also after, they well give money in exchange and that money will also be paid to the supplier, but he lied he did not give us money to give to the supplier, so ang kinalabasan kami ang nagkautang-utang. Natakot ang parents ko that I might get hurt baka ako ang pagdiskitahan, so they ask me  if is it ok kung they will transferred me here in Cebu, ako na man tong bata edi na excite new environment, yet natakot din I don’t even have enough idea what will happen to me dito sa syudad, even we have already a house here in Cebu and I live together with my sibling pero iba parin pag you live together with your parents. 

                So here I am helow Cebu, new faces, at first it was ok, I have eaten my breakfast hatid-sundo sa paaralan, ni hindi pweding tumawid ng kalsada na ako lang mag-isa, pero noong nagtagal na wala na rin, i miss my breakfast, go alone in school and yeppy for the first time of my life I felt dumb. Sometimes I was crying silently hoping na etratransfer na naman ako sa province where I can still fell that I was really being care, months and years passed by..