Marcus & Martinus First Love~

# Chapter 10 : Love or hate??

Martinus's POV

Me: Hey, Mac, should we go the beach today? Maybe we can take Jess with us?

Mac: Yeah sure, y not. Got nothing to do anyways. I'll ask her.

Knocks on her door

Jessy: Who is it?

Mac: It's us, Marcus and Martinus

Jessy: (Open the door ) Hey, what's up?

Mac: Just wondering if you would like to come to the beach with me and Martinus. 

Jessy: Yeah, sure. I'll be going down in some minutes. And maybe we could take some sandwich with us?

Me: Ok

We began to dress ourselves and put on our shoes and wait for Jess to come.

Out came a happy Jess and looked excited. She had on a beach dress on and she is pretty as always, I will always love her no matter what. I looked at Mac, he was stunned. After 3 seconds, he finally came back to reality. We walked to the beach together, Jess in the middle of me and Mac. While we walked, we talked about everything. School is starting soon, like in 2 weeks or so. When we arrived, we had a picnic.

Jessy's POV

I was in my bed, on my phone when someone knocked on my door. 

Me: Who is it?

Mac: It's us, Marcus and Martinus

Me: (Open the door ) Hey, what's up?

Mac: Just wondering if you would like to come to the beach with me and Martinus.

Me: Yeah, sure. I'll be going down in some minutes. And maybe we could take some sandwich with us?

Tinus: Ok

I had a purple color beach dress on, cause we are going for a picnic. When I came out both of them stared at me, but Martinus came back to reality first, so I smiled to him. Marcus was still staring at me, but soon he was blushed a bit. The walk to the beach was not very far away, but me and the bois talked about everything, from friends to school. Soon enough, we arrived, the place was so beautiful and awesome. At the beach, first we found a perfect spot for us, then we were swimming in the ocean. After that, we ate the sandwiches and drinks that I've made.

Mac: Wow, this is good!!! I never tasted anything like this before, I love it!!

Tinus: Yes and I agree, this is even better than the ones our mom made. This sandwich is the best and I like it like it!!!

Me: Hahaha, thanks bois, but it's not that good.

M&M: Yes it is!!!

Mac: I'll just go for a walk alone now, I'll join you later.

Tinus: K, be back soon though

Yeah, it already late, but the sunset is do beautiful. I love the sunset here. Then Martinus said something

Martinus: Um...... Jess? Can I ask you something?

Me: Yes, of course! Ask me anything you want.

Martinus: Everytime I see you smile and laugh, I feel those butterflies in my stomach.  You are the most talented and the most loving girl I've ever met in my whole life. So, do you want umm... To be my girlfriend?

Now, I was in shock, did my idol asked me to be with him!!! To be his girlfriend?? What I say? I want to be with Martinus, but I want Marcus too!! Maybe Marcus don't like me in that way.

Me: *smile* Yesssss!!!!! I would love to, Martinus Gunnarsen!

Tinus: Really??! I'm so happy now

He hugged me and kissed him on the cheek, I was so happy!! I turned around, and I saw Mac. He looked sad, a tear slid down his beautiful face. Why was he crying? I don't wanna see ma boi like this, he then went. I looked at Tinus, and ran towards Mac.

Me: Hey Mac, why so sad?

Mac: Nothing, just go

Me: No, I want to know the reason you are crying. I don't like seeing you like this, please tell me. You and Martinus are the most important person the world, and when you are sad, I wanna know. I love you, and I really don't wanna see you like this.

Mac: I....I......I was going to ask you, but I was too late, Tinus got you. I really wanted to be with you, you are what every guys are looking for. You are just so perfect. I thought that you liked me, but that was shit.

Oh shit, what is this? They both like me, but I can only be together with one. I love both of them, but now, I chose Tinus, no way to turn around. I wish that I could divide myself in two, but it isn't going to work. I love Mac too, but what can I do now?

Me: Mac, please. It was not shit, I love the time we spent together. I hate myself for me being me, I can't divide myself, I wished I could. I have always liked the both of you, you two are my everything, you are my world. Mac, I must say, I love you too. But I can't, I've chosen Tinus for now. And I hope you understand, I'll come to you if anything is wrong, ok? I'm sorry Marcus, but I love you.

There was even more tears running down his face, and I don't blame him. Think that someone you love also love you, but can't, because that person liked another person too!!!

Mac: You...you love me? Jess, you are my world and my everything, I hope that we can be together one day. I will always be there for you if you need me, I'll wait for you. I'll wait even though it'll take my whole life, I just wanted you to know that there is always a place in my heart for you.

Now, it's my turn crying, the words he just said, it was like he was stabbing me. Tears running down my cheek, I love both of them.

Me: Mac, thanks for understanding. I love you, even though I'm with Tinus.

Mac: Yeah, now I know. Let's go home.

Me: Yes, I'll just go to Tinus for now. Just wait.

Now, I'm running towards Tinus, he just stood there, patiently waiting for me. He is just so amazing, he trusted in me.

Me: Tinus, let's go home. *Smile*

Tinus: Yeah, let's go. You are just so cute with that smile of yours. I love you so much, so much that I can't use words to describe.

Me: Awww...... I love you too. Now, let's go, Mac is waiting.

Tinus: Yeah

Today was a tiresome day, but fun? Fun was not the word, a confession day? Yeah. But anyways, while we walked home, I hold my hands with Tinus. Mac, looked sad, but looks like in that moment, he remembered what I said, and smiled. Now, that is ma boi,  I'm so proud, proud that he could jump out of the sad mood. But deep inside, I know that he is still sad. Ugh.... Life sucks. Why must I make everything so difficult? I love them both!!!

A/N:

Sorry for those who wanted Jessy to be with Marcus. But who knows, maybe things would change between Jessy and them. Thank you for commenting, though☺️☺️ all of you, even those who did not comment, thanks for reading.