pizza boy ➳ yoonmin

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you let out a sigh after taking a drink of your dr pepper when you admitted you still were sad.

you said you felt like you were being dumb because you hadn't even confessed yet, and that the fear of rejection was making you feel like you could never be loved.

it broke my heart hearing that.

you aren't dumb jimin.

you deserved to be loved.

you are the greatest person i have ever met, and i wish you could understand that.

i wish you could love yourself for who you are.

i wish you would let me help you.

you make me so happy, and i just want to do the same for you.

if you gave me a chance, i would make you forgot all about that boy who doesn't like you back. i know i could treat you better than him.

as i saw you there on your couch with your head in your hands, letting out quiet sobs, i just wanted to hold you so tight.

i wanted to cuddle with you and run my hand through your hair and whisper sweet nothings to you until you felt better.

but i couldn't.

i couldn't do it.

so your friend jin did instead.

even though you said he had a boyfriend, and that you went to him for relationship advice, i couldn't help but feel a bit sad.

i want to hold you, jimin.

but even if i can't right now, it's alright.

i just want you to be okay.

we waited until you fell asleep, until you had a peaceful and innocent look on your face to leave.

then we went our separate ways.