pizza boy ➳ yoonmin

열여섯

tonight i went to your house again.

i walked up to your door and just stared at it for a couple of moments.

i then bent down and looked around, making sure no one would see me.

i started to pick your lock, and i knew you wouldn't hear me because you were asleep in your bedroom and you had just finished crying ten minutes beforehand.

i got the door unlocked, and i opened it slowly, making sure i wouldn't disturb you.

you haven't been sleeping a lot lately, so i wanted you to get a good night's rest, jimin.

you deserve it and so much more.

i closed your door and as i looked around your house, i thought back to all the different moments i've seen in here.

i remember when you had your friends over and you guys ate pizza together, playing video games, singing, dancing, and doing all sorts of random things.

i remember the day you practiced dancing in the middle of the living room, and to say you were amazing was an understatement.

i remember all the times you would laugh so hard your eyes would disappear and fall over while holding your stomach.

i sat down on your couch, and i remembered the time you and jungkook made out on here.

i laid down on it and as i looked up at the ceiling, i couldn't help but wish you were on top of me with your beautiful smile on your beautiful face.

i then remembered the times i saw you cry on this couch, and i felt my heart break.

i remembered when jungkook hit you and made you sob, and i felt myself get furious.

i sat up and i decided to go to your bedroom which was the first door on the left.

i opened it slowly and quietly, not making a sound.

i saw you asleep soundly on your bed, and i felt my heart ache.

you are so gorgeous, jimin.

god i love you so much.

i just want you to be okay.

i want to protect you.

i took out my phone and took several pictures of you with a smile on my face.

i love you, jimin.

i love you so much.

i will save and protect you from anything no matter what the cost is.

you mean so much to me.

please, be mine, jimin.