My hero(tmnt fanfic) ( COMPLETED)

Ch.18

I'm gonna keep on writing this book for now :/
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                         * hours later*
" can we change the channel now?!" Mikey cried " it's been hours!" Mikey whined. " no, I'm watching this. Plus, cupcake wars is on so no" Bree said getting aggravated. " awww c'mon Bree! I wanna play vedio games!" Mikey yelled. Bree ignored him but, he kept on bugging her and getting on her nerves. She wanted him to shut up! Bree growled and stood up and faced him. " Fine! Play your dumb vedio games!" Bree yelled walking away to her room and slamming her door. "You take that back! Vedio games aren't dumb! You are!" Mikey yelled in anger mode. Bree listened to his words. He called her dumb. Bree frowned at that. She sat down and took out her diary. She wrote in it.
" july 31st, what ever year we are in.
I'm so mad! Mikey called me dumb! All because I called his vedio games dumb! Grrrr! No one understands my pain! Maybe I should go for a walk? Nah, cuz Mikey is in there. Hmmm should I cut? Nah, bad idea. Ooh I know! I'll listen to music! That always calms me down. Well thanks for letting me write in you!" As Bree finished writing, she put her headsets in and put her music on. She smiled with tears forming up in her eyes. She sat there in the dark, smiling tears dripping from her dark brown eyes. Tears going everywhere. " thanks Mikey for saying that to me" she whispered and went to silence. She went deep in her thoughts. ' am I dumb? Did he actually mean that? Ugh, who am I kidding? He did mean that! Even if he apologizes, he still means it. That really hurt me but, eh, I'm used to that kinda stuff. I'm just a girl who messes up everything! Makes people mad, upset. So why am I here then? Do they they actually love me? I know Mikey said he loved me but does he mean that with all of his heart? Nah, he doesn't. He just wants me to feel good. Why did he save me if it was gonna turn out like this? I should of just be what I was by now with the experiment. Maybe that experiment would kill me? Probably not. It would of made me turn into a freak! A monster! Wait, I'm already a monster. Deep down inside i am...I'm just afraid to show it. Wait did I show it? I really don't remember but oh well! My brain hurts so I'm gonna stop thinking for now.' Wow that was a lot of thinking or whatever I just said! Bree said quietly. She closed her eyes until she heard he door slam opened . " YOU! YOU DELETED ALL MY DATA ON MY VEDIO GAME!" Mikey yelled. " why do you always blame me for everything?" " I blame you cuz you play vedio games to!" Mikey yelled. " I don't remember that I deleted your data Mikey. I only play Mario kart" Bree explained. " you really do have a bad memory Bree! God why do you even live with us? Just why?" " I live here because you told me to..." Bree said looking down. " well that was a mistake! I should I just left you years ago! I shouldn't of never saved you! You shouldn't of died in there or turn into a freak!" Mikey yelled throwing his hands up in the air. Those words made Bree hurt. Did he really mean that? I guess he did. Tears started once again to come outta her eyes. She looked up at him with dull eyes. She saw the anger inside him. Mikey looked at her and started to feel bad. What have he done? "B-Bree I'm s-so sorry." Mikey said going to put his hand on her. She slapped it. " no! Get out, get out!" Bree yelled and cried pointing her finger at the door. Mikey walked out and shut the door. He could hear her scream and cry. Mikey went to the dojo and saw all of his brothers even his father looking at him. " why is everyone looking at me?" Mikey asked. " we heard everything Mikey. That was very wrong of you to say that to her. You hurt her Mikey." Leo said crossing his arms. " my sons, please leave. Michealangelo, stay here and I want you to mediate to realize what could happen to her and your life." The four Turtles nodded. Master splinter went to his room. Mikey closed his eyes. He let his body relax. Mikey got into a deep meditation and saw the worse vision. He saw Bree, all depressed, cutting herself, trying to commit suicide, crying herself to sleep. Then another vision came. It was him. Holding Bree tightly cuz she killed herself. He blamed him self for everything. He did the same thing as she did. Cutting, crying himself to sleep, trying to commit suicide. Mikey opened his eyes with tears. Mikey got up and ran to her room and slammed the door opened. He saw her crying in her sleep. Mikey laid down Next to her and whipping the tears off her face and hugging her tightly. He checked if she cutted but  she didn't so that was good. He closed his eyes and apologized and gave her kisses on her head and saying nice things to get as he played with her hair. She started to move and make noises so he got up and ran out of the room and saw her move her to her other side.  Mikey smiled but also didn't know what she was gonna do. So Mikey sat on her bean bag chair and just sat there looking at her. Sound asleep until she started to make whimpering noises like a little puppy. Mikey got up and hushed her. Mikey sat back down and closed his eyes. He feel asleep for a little bit but he woke back up. He knew, he wasn't gonna be able to fall asleep tonight...

My heart was really broken when I wrote this...I don't even know why I wrote this...hope you guys liked it and I'm sorry if this made you heart broken. I'm even sorry that I even wrote this chapter :/