IT'S TOUGH - My Love...

Emotional Ragini or HyperEmotional Riya?

Ragini's POV:

I smile at him as he blabbers like cute baby boy, "Sanskar" I giggle "I love you... "

His eyes widen and his lips curve up trying to reach them "You do?"

"You don't?" I frown at him and he shakes his head "Haww!"

"No no no!" he tries to speak but I don't let him to "You hate me Sanskar?" I start crying like a little kid and now he knows that I'm acting "You know what?"

He crosses his arms over his chest and frowns "I am Katti with you!" he turns his head to the left and I start laughing "Then you won't get chocolates."

"Why?"

"Those who say Katti eat mud and Batti ones get chocolate" I forward my hand towards the screen and demand "Give my chocolate, mud is available in the garden down ask Gardener he'll give you haan." 

I laugh at my own childish talks as he shakes his head "You have changed" I stare up at him my smile not leaving my face "It's a good change though, I like your change just like your twin."

His last word grabs my attention "What?" 

"Face twin, your lookalike Riya" he doesn't look into my eyes this time and I know that he knows something "Sanskar!"

He smiles at me nervously "Look Ragini right now theres nothing that should bother you but me, how are you staying there alone?"

My smile falls as it reminds me of him, Malhotra uncle or should I say my god father. The man who took care of me so well, loved me like I were his own daughter as If my life were anchored to his. 

"Why does he take away everyone who loves me away from me Sanskar?"

I don't know what his reaction is cos now my eyes are glassy, as memories from a few weeks back flash in front of my eyes "First Di, then you all and now even Malhotra uncle... "

"Cos you are a bad omen and I regret that night I decided to save your life and help your dead sister!" 

I don't know what took her but she needed to lower her tone or everyone would come up "Riya" Sanskar turned to her but she slammed the door shut and walked forward "Why din't you die that night? Why are you alive and so important for everyone here? Why does this man despite your not choosing him and breaking his heart a ton times loves you so much so that he himself died a thousand deaths?"

I shake my head as her eyes stare into mine, theres something that has hurt her but is piercing my heart and I feel like ripping it out "Why does Ragini have so much of importance to you, to him, to her, to everyone? I wish I never let her save me and raid my head with her stupid talks, I wish I never came that way that night and I wish I let you die in there!"

"RIYA!" Sanskar's voice raised and so did my heart beats "Please stop it, not you too Sanskar."

Sanskar shook his head "What's wrong with you?" his voice not calm but there was concern that we both felt as Riya's stared up at him "I hate her, I hate her dead sister because of them I am in a situation where in I can't even run back home to- "

I felt her pain as she fell on the floor weeping "Mom's car met with an accident and... " I closed my eyes not wanting to hear the next words "she's no more."

Everything went numb as the past flashed back .... 

"She took my childhood away, all love care and praises for Swara bacha what about me?" I held my sister's body closer to my heart as she wailed "My parents, my sisters, my friends and even him my first love."