Harry Potter oneshots and imagines!

Newt X reader

Title:Useless

Warning:saddened fluff

A/n:newt is my smol bean and Charlie is my tall bean also from tumblr

Word count:2486

It's been a whole two weeks and you were starting to lose faith in your relationship with Newt. The stability you felt was crumbling from underneath your feet as you continued to avoid confronting him about it.

You knew better than to do so though. You understood that it was no one's fault other than your own. Communication was one of the most important factors in a relationship and if you were feeling like this way, it was up to you to speak up about it.

You knew you had to do it but you just wanted to try to figure out why first.
You didn't know what had happened for him to be acting like this. The only time you'd see him out of the case was to grab something then he'd rush back inside without a single glance or word. You had tried to start dozens of conversations with him either when you'd bring him something to eat or with a cup of his favorite tea but he'd just brush you off and walk in the other direction.

You knew that you needed to voice your concerns and communicate instead of waiting for something to magically happen but you were scared of what he'd say to you. After pacing around the room for a few more minutes, you came to understand that one of the main reasons you were reluctant to say anything were to spare your feelings.

It hurt seeing your relationship become like this. Your heart basically cracked and crumbled under all the anxiety and stress this was causing you. With every cold shoulder and if you got lucky an emotionless reply, it felt like he was talking another step away from you and soon you'd be alone.

The flat the two of you shared and started to call home after settling from your travels didn't give you as much comfort as it was before. It had grown cold without Newt there, smiling and laughing. You tried to keep busy by cleaning up and running errands to keep Newt's supplies up to stock but your mind would always drift back to him.

You missed him though. You missed seeing him smile, hearing him laugh, and curling your fingers through his soft auburn hair while the two of you lied down on the couch.

The pacing stopped and you soon found yourself planted on to the floor. Searching through your mind, you looked for anything that may have caused him to act this way but as usual, nothing.

What happened? You seemed to have asked yourself that question dozens of times now. You had to be overlooking something... You continued to beat yourself up until something new popped into your mind.

What if he lost interest in you?

The sudden new thought nailed you to the floor. Maybe that was it and he didn't know how to break it to you. Newt was never the one to express his thoughts or feelings about people if he knew that it would cause a problem or upset them. So perhaps that was why he was avoiding you, to give himself time to think of a way to break it you.

"I can't be bloody perfect for you, Y/N!" Newt threw down the paperwork in his hand on the desk before whipping around to face you. His disheveled hair acting like a curtain that hid a portion of his tense expression.

"You haven't been listening to anything I've been saying, have you?" Your voice rose to match the frustration you felt towards the magizoologist. Having a shouting contest with Newt was definitely not how you wanted to go about this. Unfortunately your frustration had gotten the best of you and it had blown totally out of proportion but you were too worked up to care at the moment to think rationally. "I'm not asking you to be perfect, Newt! I'm asking for a little bit of consideration!" You shouted at him.