(3:47 pm Tuesday August 1st)
You and the small brunette laid on the freshly trimmed grass sitting in peaceful silence staring up at the puffy white clouds "y/n why do men act the way they do they only want you in bed but then after they get what they want they leave" you look at the small brunette her still looking up "cam they only whisper I love you as they slip there hands down the waistband of your pants at this point this where you must notice the difference between want and need you may want them but you certainly don't need them cam there's a difference between someone telling you they love you and them actually loving you and you need to learn what actual love is before you say it back" she looked at you "hmm do you know what real love is" you look at her and raise your eye brows quickly "no I don't but I know someday I will and when i do I'll tell you how it feels" she smiled at you "I'd love that" you quickly kiss her forehead and lay down again "ya I know you would I know who you are but not all of you I'm still learning about you every day cam and I don't think I'll ever stop learning" she looked at you one more time and then layer down next to you again
(4:20 pm Tuesday August 1st)
Hesitantly you took a bite out of your sandwich "this is really good cam for once it's not burnt" she pushed you playfully "hey I'm a great cook" you fake laugh hysterically then you stop when she glares at you "oh you weren't joking" she pouted " I hope you choke on your sandwich" you laugh "no you don't you care to much about me to do that and I mean I could choke on some of your other foods cause there so dry" she giggled you admit she had a cute giggle "ya I do care to much and I hate to admit it" she gave you a quick hug "thank you" you furrowed your eyebrows at her "for what" her eyes met yours "for every single thing " you smile slightly "I'd do anything for you cam and listen in these moment we are collecting moments tattoos on are minds I don't even think about letting you go not even sometimes" she leaned her head on your shoulder and you sat in silence taking in the beautiful surroundings
(6:17 pm Tuesday August 1st)
Soft music played in your apartment as you cleaned up a bit camila laid on your couch doing little doodles in her journal you look at her features wow she really is stunning you shook your head to get out of your thoughts next thing you know The Beach by the Neighborhood starts playing you start to sing along silently "if I told you that I loved tell me what would you say if I told that I hated you would you run away" you walk up to to the couch and plop yourself next to camila she looks at you and then continues to draw "I'm sick and I'm tired to i can admit i am not fireproof I feel burning me I feel it burning you" you sing softly "what you drawing cam" she passes you the journal you look at it to see two girls under a palm tree "are the girls supposed to be someone or are they made up characters" she looked at you "it's supposed to be us at the beach since it is our favorite place probably in the whole world and I mean your my favorite person to be with" you smile at her and peck her cheek and start to sing to camila "swim with me I think I can see the beach I know what's underneath I need you here with me" your smile still on your face you say to her "I have a really bad case of basorexia right now" you say to camila staring at her lips "what's that" she stares at you confused "search it up moonlight"
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