A Bad Nights Sleep And A Hell Load Of Thoughts

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(Quick Authors note)

IM NOT DEAD!!!!!!!! 

Holy shit, sorry loves I didn't realize how long I'd been away! But I decided it's time to get back into the swing of writing! So let's get on with this dam story! (Percy Jackson reference anyone?)




As you and Jason crawled into bed  and cuddled up to each other you thought about how this was one of the best bits about being asexual, of course you had never had anyone like Jason before but still, his arms were around your waist and your knee was conveniently placed right above his crotch yet neither of you were aroused or felt awkward in the slightest. Because asexuals could do that with friends or people they felt romantically attracted to. But you thought to yourself...

Do I feel romantically attracted to Jason?

As you looked up at him from where your head rested on his chest you could see how his skin was incredibly pale like yours, but his face had an extremely faint line  that you couldn't see from a distance. The lines reminded you of faint cracks in porcelain. You then noticed the line was getting fairly more noticeable.....

Jason then began to thrash gently in his sleep, as small whimpers and groans came from his mouth, you then felt something sharp against your waist. Something that felt like claws...

You quickly realized Jason was having a nightmare and tried to gently wake him. After a bit of biting your lip to try and not whimper yourself from the scratching at your waist you realized he had scratched through the shirt and was now threatening to break the skin.

Your gentle shaking became a tad more violent...

In a few seconds after your more violent shaking had taken effect, Jason shot up.

He gasped and was shaking horribly and when he brought his hands up you saw they had turned a dark grey and he had indeed grown claws.

This alarmed you slightly but you quickly put your arms around and began trying to calm him down as he had gone straight into fetal position...

You scooted over to him and began rubbing circles on his back "shhhhh shh it's alright I'm here" you whispered. 

At that  he sprang from fetal position and practically tackled you in a hug. He then started gently sobbing into your shoulder as you wrapped your arms around him and brought the both of you into a sitting position where Jason was clung to you in a sort of upright fetal position between your legs. All the while you continued to rub circles into his back and whisper in his ear.

"Shhhh, shhhh, your alright love, nothing can hurt you now, I'm here" you whispered as Jason continued to sob but he was slowly starting to hiccup as he was getting to the point where he was sobbing so hard he couldn't breathe. 

"Jason...love...do you want to tell me what the nightmare was?" You asked quietly.

"Th-they..the-y...y-ou...we-re...k-ill-illed...de-ead" he was hiccuping a bunch of words together all the while sobbing harder.

You looked over at your still sleeping dragon almost in a 'help me' way, because you didn't exactly have much experience with comforting people...

You then put together the hiccuped words in your mind and realized he had dreamt about you. He had dreamt you were killed.

"Oh...Jason" you breathed, "It's alright, I'm here and I'm alive, I'm right here with you and I'm not going anywhere love." 

At those words Jason's sobs seemed to slow a little and he began hiccuping more.

After a few more minutes of hiccuping while your rubbed circles into his back he managed to choke out,

"I-I'm so-sorry"

You immediately replied "Jason look at me, you have nothing to be sorry for, nothing whatsoever, but I'm gonna go to the bathroom so just cuddle up under this blanket until I get back ok?"

"Ok" he replied.

You then covered him with a blanket and rushed out the door only to realize...

You didn't know where the bathroom was....

So you decided to best guess it and picked the door right across from the bedroom.

SUCCESS!!! 

You quickly locked the door behind you and took off the ripped shirt to see freshly cut marks around your stomach which you promptly cleaned.

You then searched the cabinet until you found some bandages which you quickly wrapped around your torso. 

After wrapping the bandages around your torso you put on the slightly ripped shirt again and hoped Jason wouldn't notice....

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