I guess I finally have friend... (Jason the Toymaker x Reader)

I'm a monster... (Jason's POV)

As soon as I brought her into the room where I normally "fix" people I could tell she was nervous, even though it had been cleaned extremely well since the last person to lay on that table. 

She got even more nervous once I got the syringe, I began to get the idea she was afraid of both hospitals/doctors and needles...

I tried calming her down but even though she tried to put on a brace front it was obvious how scared she was. 

Once I was completely sure she was knocked out I began removing the bandages. I gasped.

"No, no, no! I did this I did this to her." I said in a panicked voice 

"I'm a monster, yet she still tried to make sure I was ok first. She even tried to treat herself, and she didn't do half bad."

"Oh dear, I forgot to get her consent..." I remembered, oh well, it should be fine. It's not like I was going to do anything inappropriate with her.

I had to pull the boxers of mine that she was wearing just a little bit down on her hips so I could properly clean the wounds, that I inflicted....

I then cleaned her wounds and began to rerap the bandages after putting some gauze and salve on the wounds. 

But I still couldn't stop thinking about how I hurt someone that I loved.

Wait what...

No, I, I think for the first time, I love someone...

I love (Y/n)....

But she could never love me back, I would simply have to hide the fact, I would hate to lose her as a friend because she doesn't return my feelings after all...

But she could never return my feelings, because nobody could ever love a monster...

"And I'm a monster..."