Blackout||Im Youngmin ff

10

"I Tried To Hold It In,
But I Cried My Eyes Out"

What

"Y-Youngmin d-did this to me? H-he made me get into an accident?"

"Yes and I will never forgive him!" My mom said crying

I turned to Youngmin

"W-what happened h-how..,"

"I'm sorry Areum" he took my hands

"It was the night you saw me a-and Bona kissing"

Flashback:
I'm going to see Youngmin!! He told me he has a special surprise for me

I walked to the alley he told me to meet him in

Him and Bona kissing....

Bona... my cousin

"Areum it's not what it looks like"

I ran in the pouring rain

"Wait" he said

"What?!? Why!!?" You said you loved me!"

"Watch out!!"

Boom

Back To Reality:
"I-i was hit by a car, because I saw you and Bona kissing, you never told me.."

I was crying and crying

"All of you knew but didn't even tell me?!?!"

"Youngmin I loved you, and mom and dad you knew too but you didn't tell me?!?!"

"We didn't want you to know yet, your father forgave Youngmin but I didn't, because we could've lost you because of him!" My mom said

"Now leave this house Youngmin! Now!" My mom said

We were still holding hands

He tried letting go but I wouldn't

"I love you Youngmin, don't forget me" I whispered

"I-i love you too"

He left the house and I ran upstairs

I locked my room

I laid my back on the wall, then I started to go down on the floor with my knees in front of me

This is why they were acting weird

I was a crying mess

I wanted to text Youngmin but I couldn't

They all kept it from me! I said to myself

I saw my alpaca keychain and I kissed it

Does Youngmin still love me

Am I ever going to see him again

I took the picture frame of me and my family

I threw it across the room then the glass shattered everywhere

I got a text

Unknown: I told you you'll regret it, don't worry I'll have my shoulder for you to cry on once I reveal myself

I threw my phone as well

What's wrong with my life!?!?

I had no more sleeping pills

I wish that I could wake up with amnesia

Then I'd be safe and happy to start my life with all over again