lgbtq+ Oneshots/Short Stories

Sunshine

Hi ready to watch me try to write some angsty shit? WELL HERE WE GO also trigger warning suicide/major character(s) death/depressing thoughts or actions.
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You are my sunshine

"I love you Nick" I told him "I love you to" he replied with a small, warm smile. We both leaned in for a gentle kiss.

My only sunshine

I love him with all my heart. I thought while waiting outside the doctors office. "Thomas Gargon?" "Yes?" "We would like you to come into the room so we can speak with you." The way he sounds its going to be bad.

You make me happy

The doctor told me Nick only had a year to live. Nick look over at me and said in a quiet, weak voice "surprise...!" It brought me to tears.

When skies are grey

It was raining outside today and Nick has been home for three months. "Tommy come on you can't keep mopping around the doc said he'd see if he can find a way to cure me and you know that." I sighed, turned around, and hugged him saying "I love you Nickolas" "hmpf, I love you to you big idiot."

You'll never know dear

Nick fell comatose last week. Life hasn't been the same without him, its so quiet in the house when you have no one to talk to. I reach to grab his hand and lift it up to my face. "Please wake up soon I need you... We all need you Nick." I broke down into tears.

How much I love you

Nick's condition has been getting worse by the day, and he shows no sign of waking. The doctor says if he doesn't wake up within the month she'll have to pull the plug on his life support.

Please don't take my sunshine away

He hasn't woken up, its the last day of the month. The main doctor, who's name I found out last week to be Ashlie, was pulling the plug. I hugged Nick to my chest as I felt the heat drain from him. He was gone and before I knew it I had so many tears running down my face I couldn't see properly. "I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry, I love you so much and now you're gone. You didn't even get to die in your own home, you died here in this retched place almost completely alone." The hospital room was filled with the sound of my sobs.

The other night dear

I need him in my life I was going to propose to him on his birthday I had it all planned out. But now he's gone and there's nothing I can do about it. Nick's funeral is in a few weeks Cory and Dawn helped me plan it, just the way he would've wanted it. I miss him

While I was sleeping

His funeral was today. I got to meet his family, not exactly on the pretenses I wanted to. But still. Everyone misses him, I wish we could've spent more time together, even though we were almost inseparable.

I dreamt I held you

I've been haunted by nightmares ever since the funeral. I can't hold in the pain I felt. Some of them have me chained to a wall watching him get tortured, others are simply me waking up in total darkness feeling the pain of knives being stabbed into me.

In my arms

Last night I had a pretty decent dream. I dreamt that I was sleeping in bed with my arms wrapped around Nick's semi small figure. He was there and so was I, so I was happy.

But when I woke dear

I keep having the same dream (the one preciously explained) over and over. It won't go away its as if the world's telling me he's still there, but when I wake up, its like some cruel joke has been played. Well not anymore, after tonight I won't be able to dream. I'll see Nick again soon.

I was mistaken

Ok I have everything I need. I tie the rope I bought to the ceiling fan and tie it into a loop. I put a stool under it, finish up the note I wrote to the guys, stood on the stool tied the noose around my neck, and kick the stool away from my feet.

*cccrrraaccckkk*

So I hung my head and cried

Me and nick watched our friends fro above they look so sad, but at least me and nick are back together. "I love you Tommy." "I love you to, my sunshine"

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So how was it? Did I do good?

BTW the video at the top is me singing since I couldn't find a good video that featured the whole chorus that I liked.