Still standing

The pain inside

So y'all I know my last two chapters was not that hot so I'm just stick to the usual.

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~Rihanna pov~

It was in the middle of the night when I had woke up with sharp pain in my middle area so I look down to see blood on my cover and started to panic.

"MOM, DAD." I said yelling looking down in shock my dad runs in the room and follows my mom and sister.

"What's wrong sweet? My dad asked walking closer to the bed into he seen all the blood that was on the bed.

"Call the hospital tell them we'll be there in 3 minutes." My dad yell to my sister to call the doctor.

"Daddy I'm scared." I said crying. My mama was in the door way crying also.

"It's going to be okay baby girl, but let's get you to a doctor okay." My dad said I nodded my head and got up.

We made it to the hospital less then 3 minutes and my dad told the doctor what happened and then they took me to a room.

As I lay down in the bed I think about my babies I just prayed and hope they were okay, if I lost them I don't know what I would do.

The doctor walk in and we all look at him(it was not my usual doctor it was just a male doctor)

"So the babies our fine." Said the door.

"So what is the problem then? Asked my mom.

"This kind of things happens a lot when it's someone's first time pregnancy with twins, but your going to be fine but we going to have to put you on bed rest for the moment." Said the doctor.

I don't care if I had to be on bed rest as long as my babies our ok I'm fine with it.

"Okay doctor."  I said he left out the room to check on another person.

"Honey I'm so sorry but me and your mom have to leave we got called in for work." Said my dad I nodded my head holding in those tears as my mom and dad leave out of the room, leaving me and my sister by our self.

It was quite for a few seconds into my sister spoke up." I'm so sorry." My sister said crying.

I looked at her in shock.

"It's okay." I said looking at her. She shakes her head no and walk closer to my bed.

"No it's not... I been a terrible sister I treated you like shit and I hate I did that to you." She said crying.

"It's okay I forgive you sis, you always been there for me before you left." I said wiping her tears.

"You wanna know the real reason I'm back? She asked I nod my head yes.

"I got raped... and after I got raped I got pregnant.., I didn't know how to handle that like who would wanna have a baby by the person that raped her? But at the end I decided to keep it I was around 6 months pregnant and I only had 3 months left.

But one day when I was leaving my apartment to go to a doctors appointment a man came up behind me and put a gun to my back and made me go back up stairs and unlock my door and he said if I scream he would shot me, and I couldn't let that happen I had a baby you know? She said I nodded my head.

"So I went up stairs and opened the door he made me go to my room... he- he pushed me down on the bed and got on top of me he whispered in my ear and said "wow we would've made a beautiful baby." He said before opening my legs and put his Knees on top of them so I wouldn't try to close them...