Temptation | Luke James Imagines

2| Hallucinations

"Fall asleep and dream of you, you"

Flashback

Y/N POV

"Babe move the camera out of my face." I had said to my boyfriend of two years. Luke laughed and I just looked at him shaking my head. "Well then tell me you love me." he said softly, his voice sent shivers down my spine. I looked in the camera smiling, "I love you." I breathed out as he closed the camera. "You weren't just saying that for the camera right?" he joked. I shook my head punching him in the arm. "Of course not." 

Flashback Over

"Girl you are crazy, you and Luke have been broken up for how long and you still got him on your mind." Y/BF/N said rolling her eyes on the phone. "You know I've been trying, you out of all people should." I said rubbing my face. "Well girl, you need to move on; he is just a figure of your mind." she said laughing through the receiver.  A figure in my mind, yes that he was. But not in the way I wanted to think about him though. I love Luke with all my heart, but once he started getting even more known people convinced him that I was some gold digger.

Flashback

"Luke where the hell were you!" I screamed looking at him. He rolled his eyes pushing past me. The fights we had were occurring every so often and I was honestly getting tired of it. Luke was going out late and sometimes not even coming home till morning. I was legit sick of being up past midnight worrying about him. "Uhm hello!?" I put my hand on his arm turning him back to me. "I'm a grown ass man, and if I don't wanna tell you who, or where I was then I don't." He said simply and turned on his heel. "Well, isn't that what a girlfriend supposed to do Luke!" my voice suddenly got bold and he turned to me. "Either way, I will do whatever the fuck I want. You'll still get your fancy clothes, cars, makeup and all that junk don't worry." he sucked his teeth as my head tilted. "What the actual fuck are you talking about Luke? I don't give a damn about any of these luxury items. I stuck by your side through thick and thin." I sighed running my hand over my arm. "That's not what my bank statement says. I have sat here took care of you; never let anyone hurt you. You take all of it for granted!" he said stepping up to my face, I pushed him away making him stumble. "Just leave; We're done!" he screamed huffing out a breath. I felt my heart crack in m chest. Over his breathing I'm pretty sure you could hear it. As I went upstairs to start packing, I packed only the things I bought. All the expensive shit mostly had tags in my closet. "You're forgetting some things." Luke said annoyed. I shook my head and walked out the door. 

Flashback Over

Now here I was sitting in bed not able to sleep, I've been loosing sleep everynight. Memories of us making love flash through my mind constantly. I would try and close my eyes but I still feel his touch, his body heat, and the weight of him pressing against me. When my eyes shut I think I will stop seeing him, I wanted to stop imagining but it was only making things worse. Us breaking-up had the worst effect on me. But as the nights pass I don't mind remembering the love making, and the bedroom conversations. It started helping me with my pain, I needed to cope some way. I didn't want anyone to know, because they would think I'm some nut job. The longer I live with the hallucinations I get to spend more time with him. Hearing his lovely voice vibrate through my ear. I got out of bed as my feet hit the cold floor, sending a small shock up my back. I looked in the mirror sighing. "A mess." I mumbled. I walked to the living room and continued to unpack my things, I wanted to get settled in my new apartment. I came across a picture of us. Letting out a small breath I looked up. There he was looking stunning as ever, I stood up knowing it was a figure of my imagination. I stopped and sighed as I got to the corner of the wall. He wasn't there and I knew it. 

Sometimes I wish there was times we could go back to the old days, but I know that his love for me is probably faded away already. He's probably already moved one while I'm sitting up late nights seeing him and feeling his touch. 

Flashback

I was currently leaving this party with my guy friend Trevor, tonight I just wanted to get Luke off my mind. Every step I took my heart was telling me don't do it; but my body craved attention. All night we were having fun and he was kissing all over me, I haven't had anyone do that to me in a while. When we had got to my apartment, we were all over each other. My lips were attacking his, as I was trying to find my house keys. When I finally found the right keys and we were inside, he instantly picked me up pushing my back against the wall. "Fuck" I groaned turning my head to the other corner of my room. There he was.. standing there shaking his head. "Luke" my voice cracked a little, but the kissing had stopped and I was dropped. Trevor was looking at me furiously, I just looked at the corner not seeing him there anymore. "I'm sorry did you just call me Luke?" Trevor snarled at me. You could hear the anger in his voice, but all I could do was nod. He punched a hole in the wall and stormed out of my apartment. I crawled into my bed sighing, why does this have to happen to me. Why can't I just move on?

Flashback Over

I was knocked out of my memory by my phone ringing. I picked it up without looking at the caller ID. "Hello?" I heard him say into the phone. Or was this one of my many hallucinations.