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So I basically spent my entire evening hiding from my sister. I soon lost track of time, when I heard my mom yell from the kitchen that dinner was ready just as I caught a whiff of what she made. Tacos.
As much as I was tempted to sprint down the stairs, my body didn't have the will to do so. I was still traumatized by Shay. Sure, it sounds like a stupid thing to be scared or mad about, but the world had ruined my sister. I had ruined my sister. It wouldn't be this way if we didn't move.
My body starts trembling. I'm shivering when I'm not even cold. I'm panting, when I'm in a large closet. I'm crying when I'm mad, not upset. Maybe I'll just skip dinner tonight.
About 20 minutes after Alli had called us down for dinner, I hadn't moved at all. My door squeaks and opens slowly, to reveal more light coming from the hallway.
"Courtney?" Alli says, looking for me.
I don't respond to her. I can't get my voice to penetrate the bubble in my throat, holding my sobs from escaping. I silently cry, hoping no one can hear me.
Alli walks away from my room after shutting the door. I then hear a mumbling from the kitchen, which sounds like Alli assuming I had gone out to study. I don't even know if Shay was home, but I wasn't taking any chances.
I rest my head on a knit sweater that had fallen off the hanger.
I hear a thump at my door and I find myself struggling to at least crawl over to see what was there.
The light appeared then disappeared. Alli left me a plate of two tacos sitting on my bed. I didn't even bother going towards it. It was no use, and I was at the very least a little depressed, even though I wasn't actually diagnosed by a physician.
I curl back up and hug my knees. I close my eyes, and after a long painful night, it was soon the morning. There was no chance I'd be walking with Shay. But I had to cover up what I knew and I can't act weird.
I push myself up as much as I can. I grab some sweatpants and a hoodie and plop down next to the day old tacos on my bed.
I finish changing and slip on a pair of socks that I luckily found directly under my bed where I didn't have to move.
But I got an idea.
I try my best impression of someone who was dying of laryngitis.
"Hey- *cough*- Alli?" I say, forcing my voice to shake a little, hoping it'll work.
"Yes, dear?" I hear coming from down the hall.
"I think I- I'm sick," I say, forcing a cough.
She rushes into my room. "Okay, hold on. Let me feel your forehead." She places the back of her hand on my well heated forehead. Thank god I placed my hand on my lamp and onto my forehead. Don't ask, it's how I get out of things.
I pretend to throw a coughing fit as she runs downstairs with cough medicine.
She brings it back up with her and places it on my bedside table.
"I can do it," I say, stopping her, "I can read labels." I force a half smile, while throwing a cough here and there.
"Okay, sweetie, you get to stay home," she says, with a concerned look on her face.
YOU ARE READING
Raven in the Shadows
RomanceCourtney is an ordinary girl. She gets good grades, stays between the lines, and will do anything for her twin sister, Shay. One decision completely turns her life around and brings her to a school for the troubled, where she finds herse...