Actual Shit That Goes On In My Life

I don't even know

So I have no clue why I'm even writing this I guess just since it's late and I feel like shit right now.

So you know those moments when you're going through an app or something probably like social media or something and you get like really fucking depressed? Yeah I don't know why but I get that all the time. I go through social media like instagram or maybe even pinterest and I get like super super fucking depressed and I'm just like oh maybe music will help? Let me tell you. The right song will help but the wrong song and I'm busting out in tears.

I just listened go a song that I used to be able to hear without crying. Not anymore. I just heard Dark Enough and cried like a baby. It's probably because I'm going through something right now. But I'm not going to get into that.

So I'm going to say something and a couple of people know who this is but she's my ex girlfriend. I've been really missing her lately and I don't know why but every time I think about her I cry. Damn I've been crying a lot lately.

I've come to the conclusion that my group chat is the only thing that can make me smile right now. Love you peeps you know who you are. 😘

ANYWHOZIES

Thanks for reading 😘