𝖬𝖠𝖱𝖮𝖮𝖭

↳ 𝖯𝖧𝖨𝖫𝖮𝖯𝖧𝖮𝖡𝖨𝖠, 𝗥𝗜𝗡 𝗠𝗔𝗧𝗦𝗨𝗢𝗞𝗔.

❝ [N.]
the never ending fear of falling in, or being
in love.❞

CHAPTER FOUR: FALLING IN LOVE WITH
A RED HEAD. .

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HE was always scared to fall in love. in fact, love was an emotion that has never occurred to him, nor did he want to build up the courage, experience and obtain it. in a way, however, prior to his behalf, there was a another reason why he held himself back and resorted to keeping his mind and thoughts to himself, all it had taken was the now forbidden slip to access a spiral of emotions and levels rising in both bodies of the lethal spectrum.

he knew for a fact that when one person fully confesses and admits their feelings to another person, many emotions begin to swirl inside their being. from a state of confusion, prior to sadness and regret, will soon come heartache-which is by far the worst to come other than feeling betrayed. not just by someone, but their own self and because now, all of these feelings are combined into one and they do not know how to express it. both physically, and emotionally.

it was then, as if the hands on the clock stopped ticking, time itself was stopped and frozen. simply as said, our love is a sensitive emotion, in which we can, [and/or] possibly hurt the other, or affect how those around see it as is

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location: hāto no kōhīshoppu [heart's coffee
shop]
time: 20:00pm.

"i love you."
the first boy spoke his voice shaking out in a soft canard. his twilight coloured bangs shrouding his face. a diminutive flush making iys way onto his adequate complexion, and felt the heat radiating off. he turned his head towards the right, bringing his right hand up and covered his lower face with the sleeve of his maroon sweater, palms esembling bear paws as the sleeve was quite a bit too long for him.

closing his eyes, he bit his lip and tried to calm down his heart; which was beating quickly due to the adrenaline running through his system. having an inner battle with his body and mind, he continued to curse himself, knowing he may have made this situation worst.