esprit malade

Loop

Everyone has a gift, some kind of gift
Have you ever wanted to kill someone?
Not because you hate them
Quite the opposite actually
But because you love them too much
People call me crazy
They call me savage
But they all misunderstand
Always misunderstanding
Always judging without thinking
I am saving you can't you see!
Please don't think of me so evilly
Everyone has a gift
Some kind of gift
Feeling the flame on my hand woke me
I am a saviour, leading people to paradise
Scream all you want no one's coming
I know from experience
Call me a monster all you want
I have a gift that is not thought
All you mundanes cannot understand my gift
For I am supreme
The screams, amusing and terrifying
What am I doing
With the rouge blood on my hands
Her scared eyes look up at me pleading
SMACK
Once again I'm trying to be deceived
Once again I think about my life
Am I really saving her?
Because all I see is pain and suffering
Maybe I am a monster
Maybe they are
I could have been better
Her eyes are....A suffocating blue
Too suffocating
I feel my throat clench up
I gasp for air as she suffocates me
She's trying to kill me!
STAB
It's over
I laugh realizing I am what I am
A MONSTER.