Laughing, just jokes!
I try to remind myself
Jokes are rooted in truth
I feel my stomach
My shoes slapping on the sidewalk
Cow!
I build it only to remove it again
I try only to fail
That is all I can do, fail
I am tired
Of being uncomfortable
Of being ugly
Of being fat
I can change this
I can, but I am weak
Weak I am
YOU ARE READING
esprit malade
Poetrya penny for my thoughts? trigger warning: depression, eating disorders, anxiety etc.