the price of love

1 month later

1 Month Later:

Beep Beep Beep. I look around trying to find the source of the treacherous sound that just interrupted my precious beauty rest,  but instead a pillow smacks me in the face.

    "what the flying fu" I start and miyan jumps on me squealing "Get up lazy ass, its our first day of eleventh grade".  "Already?" I moan as I drag myself out of bed. "Yep and I wanna get there early to talk to people" she says and throws the outfit she picked for me  at my head. I examined it, it was a short black dress with a golden zipper down the front and black stilettos.  "Why can't I just where jeans and a t-shirt" I complain.  "Because its the first time anyone's seen you in two years and we have to let everyone know that my best friend's back and she sexier than ever!"

      "Fine but tomorrow im dressing wayy down and besides I already have a boyfriend" I say as I finish putting on my outfit. "speaking of the devil" she said and I turned and see Jason standing in the doorway. "And he thinks you look amazing" he says as he strides toward me. "Im gonna go get ready" miyan says as she walks out the door muttering to herself.

       "You don't look too bad yourself" I reply eyeing his tight blue t-shirt that was hugging his muscular abs and muscles. He starts kissing me rubbing his hand up my leg. His tongue was going crazy in my mouth as he reached up my dress.

       I break the kiss off "Jason "I start but he cuts me off. "sorry, I got a little carried away, he said staring into my eyes and biting his perfect lip He grabs my hand, ready to get going". I nod and we head downstairs with miyan close behind.

     As we drive to school I think about my how my life's changed in the last month. I ended up living with miyan and her brother at their dads house. Jason and I started our relationship where we left off in 9th grade and things were going great. Of course while I was gone Jason had moved on and unlike me lost his virginity. He wanted to be with me in that way but accepted that I wasn't ready yet. It's not that I don't want to do it with him its just that I don't wand give it up to the wrong guy. But lately I'd been feeling like no guy was ever going to be righter than Jason. I'm in love with him and even though I haven't told him yet I know im not going to be able to hold it in much longer.

    I look up and see that were already at school, and get out of the car.  "ready"? miyan asks and links her arm with mine. "not really" I say as we walk into school.

      It seems like everyone is watching me, the guys checking me out and the girls looking to see if im going to be competition. I get through the day with only a few girls mean mugging and a couple of pervs eye raping me. I caught up with basically all my old friends and it was as if I never left. Lots of people gave me sympathetic looks when they found out about my mothers death, but I just tried to ignore them. I mean it's not like I care that she's dead, I think anyone who abuses their kid should die a horrible death, but I wasn't going to tell them that. 

       Miyan decided to go hangout at her cousin Brittany's house so it was just Jason and I at home. We were on my bed making out when I pulled back. "Jason there's something I have to tell you" I say.  "Whats that"he asked while he smiled down at me with those amazing brown eyes that made me melt. "Um I um", I clear my throat, "I love you". His eyes widen in shock. "I love you Jason" I repeat as a smile slowly spreads across his face. "I love you too Skai" he replies.

       And pulls my face to his kissing me passionately, as we deepen the kiss our hands explore each other's bodies. I put my hands up his shirt, feeling his abs and pull his shirt over his head. Then he takes control pushing me on my back and getting on top of me, leaning on his forearms for support. He unzips my dress and throws it over his head leaving me, In my bra and thong. He brings his lips to mine again and I run my tongue over everything in his mouth. He pulls away and kisses down my jawline to my neck and I moan softly. He begins to suck gently on it and trails down my neck to my breast. He inserts a finger I to me, going in and out. Then he gets up pulls his pantss down and thrust into me, going in and out really fast. im moaning loudly now, and he finally stops and lays down next to me.

        "That was amazing " I say.  And grins at me. We lay there for a while, but then my stomach growls so I go grab a snack. When I get back upstairs he's in the shower so I take a nap and think about what just happened. I told Jason I loved him and he said it back! I can't believe it.