the price of love

Heartbroken & Homeless

        When I get home I take a long bath and take a nap. I wake up and look at the clock that reads 9 : 00. Hearing my stomach growl I head to the kitchen to get a snack.

         Im eating pizza when I hear a noise at the door. I grab a kitchen knife and wait. The door opens and I get ready to stab and see its Jason staring at me with wide eyes. " Skai put the knife down " he says cautiously. I roll my eyes " dont be silly, I thought someone was breaking in " I explain, placing the knife on the table.

     He looks at me strangly and clears his throat " Skai I've been thinking and I um I think we should see other people ". I raise an eyebrow and manage not to let any tears spill over. " Im sorry its not anything you did its just I dont feel like being in a relationship right now."

        " Really Jason, that's how it's gonna be? The whole its not you its me thing? What's the real reason? " i say as I tap my chin pretending to think about it. " Does it have anything to do with the skank you were fucking in THE GYM TODAY " I scream, shoving past him and walking to my room.   "Skai come on " he calls after me.

     " Suck my invisible dick you jerk " I yell without looking back. In my room I grab my shoes and car keys and run out of the house.

      I have no idea where im going so I just drive, barely able to see

the road because of the tears streaming down my face. I dont even wanna think about how stupid I am, so I blast the radio and speed.

       I see a small diner that looks somewhat familiar and pull in.  After I park I look into my mirror and I wipe my tears away. I cant do anything about my swollen eyes,  so I lock the doors and walk into the diner.

        Its empty and all the chairs are on the tables so I sit at the bar.                                         The lady behind it smiles at me and asks if I want anything. I say no and put my head on the bar, closing my eyes. im in this position for about five minutes, half asleep,  when I hear a familiar voice. " Maam were closing" he says tapping my shoulder.  I look up and its the asshole from school.

       He recognizes me too and smirks while I give him my best death glare. " Have you been crying " he says mockingly " What did the princess not get the pony she wanted?" he laughs. The lady from before comes over and shoves him to the side " Please excuse my son, he's not right I the head" she says smiling at me.

         I smile back and reply " That explains a lot" while smirking at him.  "And im sorry sweetie but we are closing" she says.

        "That's okay " I say, standing up. I walk out and sit in my car thinking to myself.  There is no way Im going back to that house tonight, I might kill Jason in his sleep. So I get in the back seat,  use my purse as a pillow and my jacket as a blanket and slowly drift to sleep.