Bullied

Chapter 11

I woke up and found myself in the nurses office, the nurse looked at me "what happened dear" she asked I didn't respond to be honest I didn't really know what had happened all I remember was being in the toilets and then all of a sudden everything went blank. "Lexi, I can't help if you don't tell me what happened" the nurse said sounding worried. I looked at her "I don't remember, all I remember was going to the toilet and then Chantelle walked in and everything went black" I told her tears streaming down my face.
The nurse checked me over and sent me back to class. I didn't really want to go back but had no say in the matter, I slowly walked back to class and everyone had already started practicing their lines for our class play, I walked in and decided to sit at the back of the class and not join in as I wasn't really feeling up to it. Mr Irwin had noticed and walked over to me "you alright lexi" he asked I looked at him and just nodded "yeah I'm fine just not in the mood to join in today" I said to him. "Yeah don't worry that's fine you can just sit out I understand" he said and walked off, Mr Irwin was one of the most supportive teachers in this school and... shit.... I have a crush on my drama teacher.

It was the next day and I had just finished English and was on my way to drama with Mr Irwin. As I arrived everyone was waiting outside the class for Mr Irwin to turn up, then I heared Chantelle and her mates talking about me, "have you noticed how lexi acts around mr Irwin its like she has a crush on him" one of Chantelle's mates said laughing, Chantelle started to laugh "yeah I have heard she fancies him it pathetic she is so ugly and worthless no one would ever date her" Chantelle turned around and saw me there with tears streaming down my face, her and her mates all started laughing as I ran off. As I ran mr Irwin turned up "lexi are you alright" he said softly as I ran into him nearly falling over, I couldn't find the words to speak so carried on running and ran in to the toilets, I locked one of the doors still in tears and grabbed a blade out of my bag making several deep cuts while falling the the floor blood dripping down my arms. Half hour has passed and I had cleaned up my arms and walked back to class. All of a sudden as I reached the door I felt really faint and weak I ignored it and just thought it was to do with all of the crying as I pushed open the door everyone turned to look at me then everything started spinning and it all went black.