Second Chance at Love// A MONSTA X KIHYUN FANFIC

Chapter 7

Today was the day of my appointment at the doctor I woke up early and told their manager who was awake already that I would be going out and to tell the boys I will be home later, and Kihyun was also awake, he made me promise to send him how Bean is doing after my appointment and he wanted to see the sonar photo since they had practice they wouldn't be home when I got back

Since Kihyun's sister came to visit this weekend with her little baby i got too thinking she looked so happy with her baby I also asked her some questions which she didn't hesitate to answer she told me as single or married parent, either way, it is hard and that I shouldn't be scared if I wanted to keep my baby, since I would have people around me who wouldn't mind to help me

So I decided today I will make my decision and decide if I was going to keep little Bean or not but my decision was pretty much made...

When I got to the doctor's office I waited for a bit then got called by the doctor I entered her room she looked a bit shocked to see me "omona aren't you Sunny-ssi? Monsta X's Shownu's cousin?" ah that's why, after the Vlive last night I fell asleep but when we got home we took a photo together and that was uploaded on their SNS and fancafe 

"ah ne I am, are you a fan of them?"

"ne I am" 

"Ah I see, well please continue to love and support them"

"I will, so how can I help you today?" she asked a bit unsure 

"Ah well you see I'm 4 months pregnant, I need to do a check up and find out my baby's gender" 

"sorry I didn't realize you were pregnant, your clothes are baggy so I couldn't see it, but if you are 4 months you will pop soon"

"ne, I came to visit Shownu oppa and the others but they didn't know I was pregnant two figured out which is Kihyun oppa and I.M, the rest don't know yet so I am hiding it behind the baggy clothes but yeah I will pop soon and then hiding it is impossible"

"don't worry your secret is safe with me, shall we see how your little one is doing?"

"thank you so much, and let's see how little Bean is doing"

she chuckled and said, "Ah I see you got the pet name, for the little one?"

"ne my doctor at home told me that many parents give pet names to their babies, I chose Bean for some reason"

"It's really cute," she said with a smile, she showed me to the bed she lifted my shirt and said "well I thought your bump was small it isn't that small after all, the clothes sure do a good job at hiding it" 

she put the cold gel on my stomach and started the sonar she showed me on the screen a few things of how the baby is developing

"you want to know the gender right?" 

"ne if you can tell, I would like to know"

"Well you are going to have a healthy little girl, congratulations" I smiled and thanked her 

When we were done she handed me the Sonar photo's and told me the do's and don'ts and things that will happen in this month, when I was done I headed over to a cafe which was located next to the building where her office was I ordered tea and took a seat at a nearby table I took out my phone and the sonar pictures I took a photo of it 

I went into my contacts quickly and sent the photo to Kihyun oppa saying that little Bean is a girl and that she is doing well and just in time to put the stuff away before the waitress brought my tea over 

when i was done I was about to head home but I got a call from Kihyun telling me to come to the company instead 

(SHOWNU P.O.V)

we were taking a break from practice when I heard my phone get a message I picked it up and saw it was from Sunny I opened it and saw a baby sonar photo and under it stood "Kihyun oppa little bean is a girl, I'm going to have a daughter, the doctor says she is healthy and is growing well"  

I turned to Kihyun with a straight face and said: "I think Sunny sent this message to the wrong person mind reading it?" he nodded and took the phone as he saw what the content was his eyes went wide he looked at me "I can explain"

"one question is it yours?" I asked him seriously "no no no you got the wrong idea she has only been here a short while she is 4 months pregnant already so it isn't any of us"

"okay then, now do me a favor call her and tell her to come here I need her to explain what is going on"  so in the end he called her and told her to come over to the practice room 

(SUNNY P.O.V)

When I arrived at the company I headed in and went to their practice room when I entered Kihyun looked at me as if to say sorry I wonder why 

"Hello guys," I said happily to them 

Shownu oppa turned around and looked at me seriously he walked over and handed me his phone, I looked down and saw the message I sent to Kihyun oppa "you sent your message to the wrong number" he said 

"I-I-I..." I stuttered out I took a deep breath "I can explain"

"Good because that's why you are here i want to know what's going on, and what you were thinking what if something happened and you got hurt Sunny if something happened to either of you I wouldn't be able to forgive myself and you know that" he said he sounded angry at the start but he started to talk calmer as if trying to get me to understand that he would've felt bad as well 

"I know and I am sorry I didn't tell you, the reason I came here was to make a decision, which I already made after talking to Kihyun oppa's sister, also don't blame Kihyun and I.M for knowing they found out at different times i didn't tell them, i also made them promise to not tell anyone" I explained in a pleading tone I don't want him to be mad at them they did nothing to deserve it 

"I came here planning on hiding that i was going to have a baby until I made my final decision, if I chose to raise the baby myself i would've told you because how can i explain to you if we meet up one day and i have a child with me, if I chose to give her up for adoption I wouldn't have told you, but I sent the message to the wrong person to I guess I can tell you my decision I am going to keep my daughter and raise her myself I don't know how it will turn out or how hard it will be but I am going to do it, and I hope you can accept it, because you will be her uncle and I also want you to be her godfather, so please Oppa don't be angry"

his eyes softened when I finished my rant he gave me a small smile and hugged me he placed his hands on my shoulders and looked me in my eyes "I am not angry at you Sunny I am worried, I care for you like my own little sister and I love you a lot I don't want you to have a hard time, I want to help you in any way I can okay? also, i am not mad at them yeah they could've told me but they didn't because you asked them to, I am happy you want to keep her, you are going to be a very good mother"  

"Thank you oppa, now that I finished my explanation you guys can continue what you were doing I don't want to keep you guys up"