I guess I loved him
At the time I wasn't sure
He never gave me
A chance to find out
It's hard to know
When you're all alone
If what you're feeling
Is true
Every now and then
I think about
What could have been
If I had told him
Not regret
Just wonder
Speculation
And musing
The choices made
Are in the past
With no way
To change them
Even if given
The opportunity
I would keep my
Choices steady
But every now and then
I stop and wonder if
I'd simply told him yes
How it might be different
Perhaps I'll always speculate
Or perhaps someday I'll know
Maybe I'll move on
But for today just let me wonder
~Abbie Elise~
