Chapter 12 saradas depression

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Authors notes: so I am just going to be writing as Sarada in a journal. Sarada has always been very depressed because her father was always gone. Not even her boyfriend knows about her depression.

Saradas notebook:
So how should I start? Well today was amazing boruto bought us all ice cream and he was really sweet but I started to break again. It hasn't happened in a while but I feel completely done now. I just don't want him or anyone to know about this. I can't just help but feel alone. I guess I'm just going to lay down in my bed and cry myself to sleep.

Well it's morning now my mother wants me to come down and eat breakfast but I just can't get up. So I used my chakra to make it seem like I'm sick. I can't get up I can't let anyone in.

It's afternoon now Boruto found out I was "sick," I told him sorry I didn't want any help. I think he knows about my depression now. He noticed my scares on my arms. He knows I'll tell him when I'm ready I just think he will think differently of me. Like maybe he won't love me anymore

My dad came home he asked me how my training was going I said terrible then he actually asked me if I wanted to train but I had to decline. He said I had very similar abilities to my uncle I even have a more powerful gen jutsu then uncle Itachi.

Well, I guess I'm going to bed now I hope I can get up tomorrow. It's the 23rd time this has happened so now I have 23cuts on my arms. I hope I can tell boruto about this soon. I'm going to cry myself to sleep now. Good night.

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