Contemplations

I never asked for misery but look at what u did to me, How did it come to this , I wish they didn't miss...Another soul lost in the depths of unconsciousness, can't sleep unwinding bout my childish times , squeezing triggers was a path of hell rising , felonious death takers ,  Defyin' it,      
envious rebelling against any nation The question I wonder is after death, after my last breath.....