I LOVE YOU | MYG

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'What if  I never forget you?
What if, all my life, when I meet some one new, I can never fall for them because there not you?'

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It's been 2 years. 2 years since the day you left.

Why? Why did you leave?
I said I love you but you left me.

I've cried countless amount of tears even tried to kill my self because of you.

My brother had to bring me back to his house and I feel like a nuisance to him. He wants to spend time with his girlfriend but he can't because he constantly checks up on me. 

I always tell him 'Go I'm fine have fun for once stop worrying about me'

Tonight's was the night when Jimin dragged me out of the house to a club with him and his friends.

I saw Kim Taehyung one of my best friends. He glanced at me and pulled me into a hug. "Never thought you would be the one to go to a club!" "Well I had no choice Jimin pulled me out to socialize."

"You look amazing"

Hearing those words made me blush. He always knows how to comfort me and make me feel better about myself. His eyes caught sight of some one and just as I turned to look at where he was looking  he pulled me.

He brought me to the dance floor and one of our favorite songs came on. BAE BAE by Big Bang.

We danced like crazy for about 15 songs and I was tired. "Ugh I really don't want to be here Taehyung."

"Your here to move on Y/N"
"I don't want to, and I want to go home."

"I'll go tell Jimin."
"No no I'll text him you stay here okay enjoy your night okay."
"Okay see you tomorrow hopefully if i don't have a hangover. Hehe"

"Oh shut up you don't even drink Taehyung"
"Your right. Anyways good night I'll see you tomorrow?" I hug him and kiss his cheek. "Of course you will."

I texted Jimin saying I'm leaving. I said goodbye to taehyung and left the club. But before I did I caught sight of a caramel brown hair boy.

He looked at me and I did the same. I continued to walk pass him feeling my heart break into pieces just by seeing his face.

"Why now of all times" I whisper as I leave the club. I hate clubs. They do a lot of bad things.

Girls can get drugged and taken home to get raped. People get to drunk and forget they have relationships and end up cheating on the people they so call "love"

Jimins house is currently where I'm staying because of my past so call "moments".

I knew he was following me, I could sense it. I don't know if I'm the only one who can feel that. The person you love presence.

I stopped walking and he ran into my back. "I knew it." I said turning around but not looking at him. "I knew it was you"

I felt his hands on my face pulling it up so he could look at it. We made eye contact before I slapped his hand away from me.

"Don't touch me." His pupils in his eyes widened. He opened his mouth but no words. He started to get closer, grabbing my hand."

"Y/n" was the first word I heard from him in two years.

"I'm sorry"
"Sorry that's all you can say? It's been 2 YEARS YOONGI!"
"I'm sorry okay."

My tears were just pouring down my face and I pushed him off me. "Your just an asshole. How could you do that! I told you that every time I said I love you to some one they always leave me! You didn't make it any better by leaving me!"

"IM SORRY OKAY!"
"No" I backed away from him. I took 5 steps away from him. "No sorry isn't good enough"

"Y/N look-"
"Leave me alone, walk away,
it's for the better. I'm not wasting my time on some one who left me."
"Y/N please-"

" It fucking tore me apart, made me notice every single flaw about myself , made me hate myself to the point were I tried to kill myself! What's worse is it made me lose every bit of trust I had in you, and when you left.... my whole world fell apart."

"Y/n.." He said trying to grab onto my hand.

I decided I wasn't staying in Jimin a that night. I walked back to mine and Yoongis old apartment.

I unlocked the door and felt the coldness and loneliness in the apartment.

When I walked in all you could hear was glass graveling underneath me.

I looked down to see frames of photos on the ground. Glass smashed from the frames on the floor. I heard footsteps behind me indicating that it was Yoongi.

"I haven't been here for a while" he walked over and picked up the photo
on the ground. It was a photo of me and him on our first date.

He took a selfie with out me looking at the camera we were at a coffee shop but they don't always just serve coffee.

I ended up getting hot chocolate. Coffee wasn't something I liked. I hated it. Yoongi loved it.

"What happened?"
He picked up the next photo beside it it was our first anniversary. It has the caption ' I think we will get married!!'

I was kissing his cheek and he was smiling with his beautiful gummy like smile. The other one was a photo that Jimin took.

We were holding hands and smiling at eachother. Jimin took it with us knowing in his own camera, hence why the two photos are from different cameras.

"You left"
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