I LOVE YOU | MYG

11

'I can let you go to bed sad, come here and sleep with me we can work this out'

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Walking away from Yoongi was so painful but, it was a choice she made and she's sticking to it.
Her heart had been destroyed by him multiple times now and she couldn't stand it.

You walked to the bus stop and waited for Jimin to come get you.You took out your phone and scrolled through Instagram.
There was a photo of your old childhood friend Yugyeom he was with some friends.

'I miss my hyungs '

When you saw this you commented
'I miss you!' You smiled at how cute him and his friends where.
"You waiting for the bus too?"

You turned to see a boy with brown hair and almond shaped eyes.
"This bus usually never comes on time." He smiled and his eyes creased.
His eyes looked at your phone when a notification appeared.

'I miss you too YN~ah'  Yugyeom replied to your comment and the post he uploaded showed up on your screen and the boy besdie you saw it.

"oh you know Yugyeom~ah?"

"You know Yugi?"
"Yeah actually I do I'm that boy there. My name is Youngjae. Choi Youngjae."

"Hi Youngjae I'm y/n. Park y/n. Yugyeom is an old friend of mine I haven't seen him in like 3 years because he moved to America."
"Oh really? hey dont mind me asking but are you okay? Your eyes are red and you look a little pale. You dont have to answer me because I can already sense its a boy. actually 2 boys. But YN you have to let it all go. You cant change what has already happened, so dont waste your time thinking about it. Move on,let go and get over it"

I sat there in shock. How did this boy who i never met before know what i was going through? Althou i was happy after it. His words felt like a slap to the face. I needed to wake up. I needed to stop relying on the thoughts that maybe he was still my Yoongi and that he didnt cheat on me. But he did and nothing is going to change that. Nothing.

"Well Ms Park. After you."
"Y/n!"
"Oh oppa!. Sorry Youngjae I have to go I hope to see you soon! Bye."
"Bye Y/n!"

You got in the car and smiled. "Why are you smiling? You were arguing with Yoongi like 15 mins ago."
"Do you remember Yugyeom?"
"He was a childhood friend right? Didn't he move to America.?"
"Yeah. I just met a friend of his. He was really nice."
"Well at least your smiling."

I opened the door to my apartment. It was quiet and cold. I turned the heating up, closed the curtains, turned on the tv and ordered some takeaway food for me and Jimin. There was a knock on my door and I expected it to be the delivery food guy but like most cliches it was Yoongi. 

"I know I could go back to the dorms but I want to talk to you please Y/n. I don't intend on making the same mistake again."
"Can't you just leave me alone?"
I say trying to close the door.

"Please!" He put his foot to stop the door in a desperate attempt.
"Y/n Please I need to be with you. I can't live without you."
"You did it for 2 years how hard can it be?"

He forced the door opened and hugged me tightly. "I'm sorry for everything. For forgetting you, for leaving you when I shouldn't have, for saying I love you and leaving you and im sorry for hurting you so much. I didn't mean to."

My shoulder started to become damp and I knew at that moment he was crying. "Forget about it Yoongi. It was 2 years ago." He grabbed my waist and held me tight. "I can't! I'm so stupid and I always have been."

"Let go of her Yoongi." Jimin said softly. Yoongi looked up at Jimin and slowly let go of me. "Yoongi can you let me and YN talk for a few minutes alone?." He nodded and went into the bedroom.

"I wanted to talk to you about this entire situation. Now listen to me it's not good for you to be in this YN especially with your anxiety. I talked to our auntie in america and i know shes not the best but she said she would love for us to come and visit. I was thinking to myself then maybe we should move over there. Not forever obviously. But we have too many problems here. YN i cant risk loosing you over a boy. I know your looking through your heart and soul right now to figure everything out and your looking for some sort of threads to hang onto Yoongi but please, please dont do it. for my sake and your own you need a break."

Yoongi's POV 

I could hear it all. 

everyword he said. It hit me like daggers in my heart.

'stop' was all I could think. 

I couldnt handle it. I walked up to the bedroom door and swung it open. "Dont please Jimin. please don't take her away from me." i was bout to grab onto YN when Jimin placed her behind him. "I asked you to not innterupt."

"But your going to take her away from me" I went to grab her again. 

"Please Yoongi. Lay off I cant do this crap anymore my heart can't handle it." Her facail expression was enough. "I have never, never believed in love at first sight, that we were able to give our hearts away upon ove view or that after just once glance we are in love. But I do believe the second I saw your eyes, I loved them." S he moved out from behind Jimin and walked up to me to clasp our hands together.

"And the moment I saw your smile, I loved it too. I do really love you Yoongi but I really cant do this anymore. Please. Let me go."