Song: Nevada (feat. Cozi Zuehlsdorff) -Vicetone, Cozi Zuehlsdorff
ive stopped
reading my Bible
idk why
do i want to read it?
should i read it?
i should
because
well...
my friends
my family
but me?
im not sure
who am i
really
i want
to travel
to see
the world
but how?
i want to go a little crazy
smoke a joint
drink a little
skip some school
i dont want to be
defined
stuck
boxed in
by my reputation
by the girl
im supposed to be
but yet
i want to be
defined
by someone
God?
Jesus?
it's hard to define
yourself
when you dont
even
really know
yourself
im not sure
maybe ill be
defined
by a
boy
or a girl?
i feel vulnerable
putting myself out here like this
do i like girls?
is that okay?
im not sure
to me
i guess
a beautiful person
is a beautiful person
no matter their gender
or their race
or what they believe
everyone deserves to be told that they are beautiful
how on earth
do i reconcile me
who i am
with God
because God wouldnt want this
if the Bible is to be believed
but maybe
i do
want this
do i?
what is 'this'?
life?
open sexuality?
a boyfriend?
a girlfriend?
a significant other?
im not sure
maybe
ill figure it out
someday
but i know
love is not a choice
if the Bible is to be believed
then why do i still feel this
way?
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Scar's Poems
PoetryJust some poems. Send me a message if you have a question or correction on spelling, grammar, ect. :) Or if you have ideas or inspiration. This is mostly just for fun, so please don't take this too seriously! :)
