My Everything |Daniel Seavey fanfic|

chapter four

(A/N there will me self harm in this chapter do not harm yourself this is just for the book and if you dont like self harm skip this chapter please and thankyou😊)
The first thing i see as tears are running down my face was a razor. When i was talking to the boys i never mentioned my self harm because i didnt want them to worry more about me.
Trust me i didnt want to do it but what else was left for me to do? So i pick up the razor and break the blade out of it and throw the rest of it but the blade away and cover it with tissues so they didnt see it. I press the blade against my skin on my wrist and slid it across my arm. Blood trickled down onto the flood i kept doing it.
My arm was numb so every time i would slide the blade across my arm i wouldnt feel it. After i was done i heard a knock at the bathroom door.
"Sam are you okay you've been in there for and hour and a half?"~ Daniel.  I Hurry up cleaning up the blood on my arm and the floor flushing the tissues down the toilet and wipe away my tears. "Yeah im fine ill be out in a second!" ~me. i put bandages over the cuts and walk out of the bathroom. Everyone looks at me then the bandages on my arm. I feel so stupid i knew they would notice. I hate myself so much!
I then get a text
Ding!

Unknown- babe you can hurt yourself but ill kill you before you kill yourself i want the pleasure of it🔪😈😈
     
  What do you want with me?-Sam

Unknown- to kill you, you little whore. Trust me i found you and im waiting.

Text ends

"Im gonna go get ready for bed."~me
"Okay we probably should too we have a show tomorrow!" ~ Zach says
I get in my pjs that look like this:

I lay in bed thinking about how im gonna leave the bus tomorrow without getting killed.
Maybe i should do it before he can. No then he would get what he wants. He wants me dead.
Before i knew i was woken by the sound of zach yelling. "GET UP!!"
I look at the time on my phone. "Ugh Why so early?" ~ Me i look down at my arm forgetting what i did last night. "BECAUSE WE HAVE A SHOW TONIGHT!!!"~ Zach
"What does that have to do with me?" ~ Me "honestly i dont know but by the way its not early its 10am"~ Zach
"Fine ill get up" ~ me i walk to the lounge area and immediately they offer me breakfast i decline and say im not hungry and i get a bottle of water out of the fridge. They start talking about the last show of their tour which was tonight and they all had mixed emotions but were were going to an L.A show and obviously I wasn't performing but i was excited to watch them perform.

We up to the venue​ it was about 2pm and the boys went to sound check while i ate lunch

~~~~time skip~~~~~~this is the outfit hair and make up:

The boys were now on stage and i gotta say they sound really good! I catch myself staring at Daniel. "No Sam you cant like him you just met him!" i say to myself. Ding! A text

Unknown- watch your back🔪👤
                                       
                                           Yeah okay-Sam

Unknown- i mean it bitch

The boys walk backstage after the concert. "Wow that was an amazing show!" Jack says
Everyone agrees "I loved all of your solo songs especially your noodle head it was one of my favorite songs!"~me (a/n the video above is the song Jack sang) "oh thanks!"~Jack said blushing i notice Daniel change from happy to not so happy. I just shrug it off.
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Daniels pov....(a/n didnt see that coming did you!!)

Ever since i met Sam i couldnt stop thinking about her. But after the show i dont think she likes me back i think she has feelings for Jack and i respect it but i dont know i just felt sock to my stomach when they talk it always seems like they are flirting!
I space and realize Sam is gone "where is Sam?" i say.
"She wanted some fresh air" said Jack.
I clench my jaw i just feel like somethings wrong shes been acting weird.  "Oh, whats up with her shes been acting weird?" i say
"Shes probably not use to living with five boys." Corbyn says.

"True." i say "wait where are we?" i say confused on how the bus isnt moving. "We just got home and the manager is gonna take the bus back tomorrow but im all lacked up to go inside." says Jonah.

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Back to Sams pov

I walk outside and think about if Daniel has feelings for me. Im just sitting their when i feel a pair of hands wrap around my mouth and drag me back wards.

(A/n sorry her pov is short i wanted to end this chapter at a cliff hanger! Sorry😉😊❤)